Freak Out!!!

I just realised how little time I have to study...
Stuffing myself in books, hence mia-ing.
Argh, 3 more days to mid years!!!
I'm dying of studying!!!
Jiayou!

Actually, not very in the mood to blog.
Been a crying freak and moody person...
Haiz.
Couldn't go for the lfaff gathering...sorry girls!
Mum don't allow.
She will rather make me mug at home then let me relax for one day...
Another time ok?

And I still have trouble deciding the stuff for an event...
What to do???!!!
I'm so fickle-minded, and I'm having less time now...
Tsk.

Just woke up, and freaked out because of nightmares again.
And it is all to do with that one person I don't ever want to dream of again!
Argh...help!

Oh ya, my uncle's wedding was on 20th.June.
Chapel wedding not as romantic as I thought it to be...
=.=
But well, it was kind of nice...
Just that my mum made me her photographer
So I was busy taking photos.
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The bride is really pretty!
My uncle very good arh, date her for 7-8 years without anyone of us knowing.
She's really friendly and amiable.

And I fulfilled my little girl dream of helping a bride to pull the gown.
Just that I was not that little anymore.
But oh well, it was a fun, and tiring day.

Great, time to study again! Must finish humanities today!
Jiayou everyone!
xD

Homecoming 2009 photos

Sorry folks,
I know homecoming was like ages ago,
But I just remembered the photos in the camera...
So here they are:


LFAFF together! I really like this pic of the 5 of us...
Cheese! I love you girls!
Thanks a lot for the 4 years of friendship, and more!!!
=D


Haha, Mr Chew sitting on the dunking machine.
It was one of the highlights of the day!
(I have the video... ><)


Mr Chew after he just got dunked...and wet throughout!
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Cheese, 402!!! Cheers for our fabulous performance!!!
Love you folks!
xD

Oh well, that's about all...
This year's homecoming has been a great and enjoyable one...
I'm gonna miss this class event!
Love you all people!!!
Cheers!
=)

MISSING EVERYONE!

I think I miss 402 too much,
Because I keep dreaming about class gatherings
Or class lessons
For the past 3 nights.
I miss you folks!!!

And of course,
I miss him!!!
Lovesick...

Nothing much has been done over the past few days.
(With regards to schoolwork.)

Went shopping with mum and sis on sat,
Then went to grandma's house today.
Concentrated on beading today...

I think I really gotta hit the books soon!
But my uncle's wedding is keeping my family busy...
Haiz.

Everyone,
Enjoy the (study) break!!!
I miss all of you people!

Start of holidays?!

Today is the last day of remedials...
Mixed feelings.
I'll rather stay in school cos of what I have to face when I get home,
But yet,
I need a break.
And this "holidays",
I'm going to plan a schedule,
Trying my very best to keep to it,
Especially with regards to studies.

Huiting, get well soon!
Must say it's kind of weird not to see you in school...
Do get well soon and go for that camp you have planned so long for!!!
I can't imagine huiting being ill,
Because the other time when both van n I were down with flu,
She was still perfectly fine
Sitting in between both of us.
So get well soon!!!
(I so nice, dedicate one whole paragraph to huiting... =p)

Oh well,
Here's a rough outline of my holidays:
- Read KHR. (1/2 hour per day ><)
- Study everything, and ask for those I don't know.
- Go my grandma's house to visit her.
- Bead the swans as my uncle's wedding gift.
- Attend my uncle's wedding.
- Get some surprises ready.

Oh well, seems like my 2 weeks gonna be packed.
Hope all my mates get a good rest
And study well!!!
Let's jiayou in our prep for the final lap at o's!!!
=D

I WANT INDEPENDENCE!

I got 23/54 for that a.maths test...
Thank goodness she decided not to have that stay back thing...
Oh well,
Time to buck up for a.maths!!!

I recently have this sudden interest in chem...
So revising a lot on chem.
Must move on to other subjects as well...

My parents are bonkers again.
They always scold me when they scold my sis,
Even when I have been trying my best to be a good kid.
Goodness, the prejudice is too much la.
Argh, I wanna get outta here!!!
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Stress peaking again...

I have no idea what's wrong with me,
But the stress is peaking again
At an accelerating rate.
This is worse than facing the chi o's...
I have this sudden feeling that I'm a retard
As I stare at all the test papers blankly
And break down in horror
And helplessness.

There's chem spa o's this wed...
Jiayou everyone,
I hope I don't screw it.

I got a new specs,
And it's ready now,
Sitting in the specs shop waiting for me to collect it.
It's really a breakthrough for me,
Cos the front frame is red
And the sides are black.
Oh well, don't really know how to describe,
But the red and blank contrasted so nicely,
So I decided to get it.

But,
My mum refuse to give me the money to pay the remaining cost,
So I can't go collect it.
Argh, I don't know what's wrong with her again.

Oh ya,
For those who don't know,
The specs I'm wearing now is broken
Cos the side came off,
And is kept together by a scotch tape.

Pls let my mum have some sense
And know that I need the new specs urgently!!!
It's kind of tough to use this specs
When it keeps sliding off...
Haiz.

Now,
I'm obsessed with both darkthrone and neopets.
Wootz!
Oh well,
I ought to slack a little to try and de-stress right???
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And KHR!!!
It's so nice la,
I'm reading the manga since I can't watch the anime.
Very funny too!
At chpt10 now...
Bianchi is so evil!

Not to forget,
Boys Over(Before) Flowers!!!
I can only slowly watch the tv episodes...
The discs are out,
But so ex!!!
And I want the soundtrack
Cos the songs are all so nice!
Goodness, I'm loving this show more now!!!
^.^

There's recently this chi novel that I read,
And it's such a good plot.
The girl and the guy were on very good terms when they were kids,
And the guy promised to stay by the girl's side forever.
But when they guy had to go to china to attend his dad's wedding,
The girl thought he was breaking his promise,
So she was very upset,
And as a little girl,
She went onto the streets to try and find the guy.
In the end,
She was raped by a stranger man of 20plus age.
She forgot that incident when she woke up,
And forgot the guy too.
However,
She had this feeling of hatred for this guy,
Though she didn't understand it at that time.
So they grew up together,
And became enemies.

Somehow,
The guy made her remember the past unwillingly and unintentionally
Through a tough ordeal.
The girl finally remembered how much she love this guy
And understood why this guy always stayed by her side to protect her.
It was his way of making up for his mistake of leaving
Though he actually had the intention to return.

The ending kind of funny,
Cos the girl had to fulfill her swear
Which was that if she ever liked the guy
She will jump into the muddy river at the school.
Her mean friends made her do that with the guy
On her birthday.
Haha!!!

Goodness,
I'm like rambling out the story...
But it's making me wanna go to nlb again!
=D

Ok,
Now I just wish that I'm not so "lucky"
To be within the bottom 20% for that a.maths test,
Since I don't really relish ms yeo's company...

Our 100th Day!!!

Yesterday was our 100th day...

Had lessons in the morning.
As usual, he came to fetch me in the morning,
Then we walked to school together.

All the lessons today were held in the ava room.
So we enjoyed a day of air-con...
But it got really cold... Zzz.

He bought 2bucks fries for lunch,
Then we went to walk around in Hougang Point for the air-con
Since it was very hot!!!
He went to buy bread at the market opposite my house.
Because I was having a stomachache,
So I sent him to the bus stop and rushed home,
While he waited for the bus alone...

Met at 7pm,
And walked to Serangoon area.
That "calendar" thingy that he made for me is so nice!
The drawings inside are really good!
=)

Oh well,
Not very detailed,
But we know how the day went,
So...

Good times are always so short...
I think I hate weekends now,
Because I cannot see him!!!
Help!
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JUST GAMING

Not supposed to,
Since I have got other more impt stuff to do now.
But thanks to NK,
I'm stuck on darkthrone now.

Ok,
I'll just click recruiter and get lots of citizens,
Then build up my defence,
Then go do my stuff.

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Great,
I'm really hooked onto the game!!!
Ahh!!!

FREAKING IRRITATED

I have a crazy mum,
Who keeps screaming and shouting for no reason.
ARGH!!!
I'm wishing I don't have to come home at all now la.
She expects me to use the comp
Only for her own selfish and idiotic purposes.
And she claims I don't do the housework
When I'm already doing half of them.
So according to my mum,
I can't play neopets,
I can't chat with my friends online,
And blah blah blah.
Seriously,
I'm out of here once I'm 21.

I just had a nightmare and heart attack
Trying to reset my password.
I changed my password,
10mins later,
I forgot what it was.
So I was stuffing everything down my throat during dinner,
And rushed back to my comp to try and reset the pw.
Goodness,
It sucks having short term memory.
So I'm not going to change my pw again.
Never ever.

Btw, thanks to nad, april, huiting and zoei
For the good luck msgs for chi o's.
And all others who tagged me on my tagboard
Or gave me well wishes personally,
Thanks!!!
=D

Now, I'll have to bear with this hell,
Till tomorrow at least,
And 5 years later,
When I can be free.

Celebrate!!! ><

Yay!!!
Chinese o's paper 1 & 2 are finally over!!!
=D
I screwed up a bit,
But what's done is done.
At least, it's over!
I'm just relying on my paper 3 to pull me up.

Mr tang told my chi class to be in ava room at 7.20am today.
So the class of 42 was there,
Waiting for the surprise he said he would give us.
He was telling all of us to relax,
And did breathing exercises.
Then he gave us each a card,
With the message inside handwritten by him.
It was so touching
That I started crying!
Even when I read it now,
I still feel like crying.
HE IS SO NICE!!!
xD

When we were going up to the hall,
He came over to tell me not to stress
And to remember what he said in the card.
Seriously,
He's the best chinese teacher ever!!!

I'm half wishing that I flunk chinese
Just so that I can continue to attend his chi lessons.
But oh well,
I can't afford to waste my parents' money,
And I can't disappoint everyone,
So I must get the A1!
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Now that it's finally over,
I can finally relax for a while
Before I start studying again.
So I'll play neopets,
Read khr manga,
Blog, read others' blogs...
Cheers!!!
=p