=.=

Just another boring day.
Went to hougang mall with mum and sis,
Bought a new shirt for 10 bucks,
Read a book,
Did housework...
Haiz.
Sometimes I miss the o level mugging period.
At least I was occupied with things to do,
And not SO bored.
Tsk.

Got work tomorrow...sighs.
Last 4 working days!
JIAYOU!!!
<3

>.<

I'm bored.
Felt like posting again...
Dunno why.

Sometimes I wonder,
What if the movie 2012 really materialises?
What will I do?

I think the first thing I'll do is rush to find james.
After all,
I can't die without him.
Missing him those 4 days when he was gone to malaysia was bad enough.
And it was right after a cold war.
Haiz, sore.
Didn't even get a nice talk before he left.

That experience has made me learn.
Though I still throw tantrums sometimes,
But I've learnt to be more understanding.

Even my bookshop auntie angie says I've got a gem.
I told her how my mum is very appearance based,
And she agrees with me that's horrible.
She said my james is super hardworking,
And a super good boy who is hard to find.
She said I must cherish him, hold on to him tightly and never let him go.
Trust me, I'll do just that.
Let him go?
Never in a infinity years...
><

Mushy, I know.
But how do singles understand how we feel?
I've the urge to scream to the whole wide world that
I LOVE JAMES!

Nobody is going to stand in our way.
The memories and likings that we have built together over the past few months...
Can you believe that I got him interested in fiction?
He's more concerned than me about the H.I.V.E. series now...
=D

Loves!
More and more to go...

Vexed

Work this week has been horrible.
Staying overtime for one plus hour without any overtime pay,
Packing horribly heavy packs of books,
Dealing with some rude and scary customers...
Argh.
The day of sec 1 orientation,
I almost died.
That stupid girl who's one year younger than me,
And came only on that day supposedly to help,
Was a bloody slacker.
Not only was she slow...
She was applying nail polish while I was carrying heavy books from the classroom to the bookshop!!!
WTH!!!
I had the urge to go and scold her at that time.
And she got to go off on time while I slogged my guts out.
TSK TSK TSK!!!

Today was the worst.
Auntie Angie and I were outside serving the customers,
While Dong Dong (my partner) was in the bookshop packing the books.
The bookshop is so scaringly small that it has hardly space for anything.
It's hard to manoeuvre in there without getting blue-blacks all over.
Haiz...
Then this irritating customer came.

Firstly, he and his daughter came without the booklist.
So I had to be troubled to find him a new booklist amongst the mess in the bookshop.
Then, I let them tick the books they need while I attended to another customer.
The saturday crowd is always horrible,
So I had to hasten my speed and multitask.
In order to serve as many customers as possible,
I let the father and daughter choose the books they want,
While I got another lady behind them to pass me her booklist for my partner to pack,
And continued to serve my present customer.
While I was calculating the prices,
This father suddenly said something along the lines of:
"Ask the lady behind me don't stand there. Later people think she cut queue."
I was already very flustered at that time, so I just said "huh?"
Then he said "never mind".

Because of the blackout in the bookshop,
It was very hard to find the books,
So my partner couldn't be fast in packing the books.
As the sec 1 books were already packed cos of the sec 1 orientation,
I attended to a customer buying sec 1 books first,
While my partner continued to pack the books.

Suddenly, the crazy man shouted at me,
"I don't like your service.
I wait for so long already, but my book's still not ready".
When in fact, he only passed me his booklist 1 minute ago.
I wanted to shout back at him, and get him to understand the situation,
But I swallowed my anger, and tried to put up with him.
I continued to serve the customer buying sec 1 books,
But he continued shouting.
So after I finished serving my sec 1 customer,
I could not take it anymore.
When I can't flare up,
My seemingly controlled emotions will cause my tear glands to be activated.
So I ran into the bookshop and started crying.
My very shocked partner told me not to cry,
And he went out to serve the customers while I stayed in the bookshop.
He was very rude to that evil customer, not that I cared.
I cried for more than half an hour,
Couldn't control my active tear glands.

I cannot stand being unreasonably scolded.
Back at home, I'm already screamed at for no reasons.
It's like a phobia, phobia of being shouted at.
What's wrong with people?
Is it so hard to be more understanding???

If not for some of the things keeping me alive,
I'll be dead now.
Really.

402 class chalet

I just realised I have not blogged about the fantastic class chalet!
And it's almost one month already...
Nvm, shall recall everything I can remember.

16.November.2009 Monday

I spent my whole morning preparing the 16 stars for my mum,
As this day is her birthday.
A bit hard to surprise her,
Because she kept wandering into my room while I was doing the stars.

Nick Lim and James came to my house at around 1.30pm.
Each of them carried 30 tea eggs,
While I carried the salad stuff.
Kinda funny when James came with the plastic box,
And my mum asked him what's inside.
He told my mum it's a piece of cake his mum let him bring to eat at chalet.
LOL.
But at least my mum didn't suspect anything.
So I hid the cake in the fridge, and hid the 16 stars in 16 different places.
The 3 of us left my house at about 2pm and boarded bus 88 to pasir ris interchange.

We had a hard time locating the taxi stand where we were supposed to board the shuttle bus,
Because the taxi stand didn't give any hints of it being the place where we were supposed to board the shuttle bus.
=.=
When to the shopping centre for me to buy 2 packets of biscuits.
The we boarded the shuttle bus at 3.15pm.
It was drizzling while we were waiting for the shuttle bus,
So nicky took out his umbrella to shelter us.
The taxi stand was too packed, so the need for an umbrella.

Reached the chalet, and found our sea view terrace 3.
It's big! And nice!
The basketball court is right outside,
And the guys went to play soccer there.
The 3 of us were quit early, since not many people were there when we reached.

Helped with peeling onions and garlic, together with april, wei ming, randolph, darren leong and ms yeo.
Took over darren leong's task of chopping garlic and relieved april of splattering garlic.
Helped a bit with the cooking.
I love it, because kitchen is my heaven!!!
Haha!

Dinner was fried rice, bbq stuff, tea eggs.
April and I couldn't stand the sticky floor in the kitchen,
So we found mops and a pail.
When a water war of water bombs was occuring outside,
James and I were mopping the kitchen,
And we made it out of bounds to the rest.
Anybody envious of my good boy?
><

Mr chan and Ms tan came!
We watched a video that was produced by a group of our lovely classmates after our o's ended.
Seriously, that photo of james and i was totally unnecessary.
=.=
Presented gifts to the teachers and scholars,
And all of them made speeches.
Wei ming represented the locals and made a speech,
While james and i were 'sabotaged' to make a speech.
And what I said was true, really.
Thanks my lovely 402!!!
But I was really very shy to be made to stand there with james la...tsk.
And my voice was already hoarse from all the cheering and laughing.
The scholars also gave us the badge thingy they made,
Not to forget april, becca, vivath and sonal's cookies!
Really sweet of them!
Must also thank ms yeo for everything!!!
=)

Bathed, and wanted to sleep,
Because needed to work the next day.
But the lack of a proper sleeping place resulted in me not being able to sleep.
So James and I sat at the stairs.
I was trying to sleep, while he was playing psp.
Sighs, an unsuccessful attempt to sleep.

Rock band was realy fun!
I sang Maroon 5's Makes Me Wonder,
Since that was the only song I knew.

17.November.2009 Tuesday

While everyone else went to send off the scholars,
James and I went in search of the way to get to bartley sec.
Ate hotcakes at mac at tampines for breakfast,
And took bus22 to my workplace.

First day at work was kinda tiring,
Especially since I didn't get any sleep.
Yawns...
Finally, off from work.
Met James at tampines.
Since we missed the shuttle bus, we went to shop at white sands,
And got free macs apple pie and some snack pack thingy.
When we realised that we had to wait another hour for the shuttle bus,
We decided to walk back to the chalet.
Fatal decision.

It started raining cats and dogs when we finally reached downtown east.
Thank goodness I had an umbrella.
And it was a really long and tiring walk.
When we finally reached aloha loyang,
We were kinda soaked.
When we reached the class chalet,
It was all dark, and we thought that everyone else had gone out for dinner.
Thanks goodness we called wei ming, and he came to unlock the door for us.

James was feeling unwell when we joined the rest.
Must have been cos he stubbornly pushed the umbrella to me.
We bathed, then I went to attend to him.
He was sleeping, and I was so worried.
Made him a cup of milo,
And sat at the side of the bed, worrying.
Thankfully, he felt better, or I'll be very guilty.

Watched a movie...

Finally, I got to sleep!
=D

18.November.2009 Wednesday

Woke up at 6am.
Packed up, prepared to leave.
Left at around 7.50am with james to the seab board.
Walked out, took a bus to pasir ris interchange.
Took mrt to tiong bahru.
Mistook a seab branch for the one we were looking for.
Walked very long till we found the right one.
His 'interview'(interrogation) thing was at 10am.
It ended faster than expected.

Shopped for a while at tiong bahru plaza,
Before going home.



I miss 402!!!
Another class gathering soon?
And let's have chalet every year ok?
Cheers!

6.1 outing - The day itself

The outing was a success!!!
Ming Jing came to my house to meet me,
Then we went to ang mo kio mrt station.
The group of people present were:
Rachel, Isella, Brian, Bradley, Timothy, Daryl, Jie Sheng, Nick Khaw.
Including Ming Jing and I, ten people were there.
Nick Siew came later.
For those of us who were starving, we went to buy lunch.
I bought McChicken meal at Macs,
And I don't understand why the guys were eating ice-creams,
Supposedly for lunch. =.=
Waited for brian, who was waiting for his Mos Burger meal.
Then we set off for mdm goh's house.

Taking the lift all the way to the 26th floor always cause my ears to be blocked.
Mdm Goh opened the door, and we went in.
Little Raine looked so much like when Rae was young!!!
The two of them very cute, kept running around.
Although Raine fell down a few times and cried. =(
Raine still can't talk, so she was screaming all the time.
Whereas Rae kept screaming when she ran to the dining table and saw us.
Lol, the guys said she was scared of us girls...
><

Everyone was too shy to talk,
So we went on a round-the-table self intro.
Everyone was supposed to say something about themselves.
Thanks to Nick Khaw, I ended up talking about me and my boyfriend.
Nevertherless, it was good to make everyone talk,
As we could catch up on the latest info about one another.

We each paid $3.60 for the 2 soft toy dogs (which i didn't get to see... =.=).
Mdm Goh looked very shocked when she thought we got her real live dogs,
Thanks to the way Brian presented the gift to her.
><
Took photos before we left.
Mdm Goh and her family went out,
While the rest of us decided on where to go for movie.
After going back and forth between amk hub and jubilee,
They finally decided to catch their movie at amk hub.
So the crowd who went for movie included:
Ming Jing, Isella, Brian, Timothy, Nick Siew, Daryl and Yi Xiong (who came much later and didn't get to meet mdm goh...).
I didn't go cos need to save money, and I think my mum would kill me.
Went with them to ntuc to get food,
Then they went into the cinema at about 5.40pm to watch Case 39.

I left them, and went to amk national library.
Borrowed the 2nd and 3rd bookd of the H.I.V.E. series!
=D

Saw my aunt, uncle, and little cousin Cheryl at a drinks stall,
But didn't go over to greet them.
I dunno why...
Then met mel.
She was there to buy polo tee for work.
Since we were heading for different places, we separated.
I boarded bus 88 home.

Thanks to those who made it for this outing, and the one on wed!
Let's do this again soon... Ok?
=D

6.1 outing (updated details)

Sorry for not giving any updates the last few days,
Was too tired after coming home from work.
Ok, here are updated details for all folks going on sunday.

Sunday (6.Dec.2009), to Mdm Goh's house.
Time: 1pm, preferably have your lunch before coming.
(Unless you wanna cook at mdm goh's house and clean up for her later ><)
Meet at: Ang Mo Kio mrt station
Those who are coming late can call anyone of us to fetch you from there. =)
Confirmed list of people going:
Priscilla, Daryl, Eugene, Isella, Rachel, Ming Jing, Siew Yan, Nick Khaw, Jie Sheng, Timothy, Brian, Jun Kang, Nick Siew, Bradley
If your name is not here, or it shouldn't be here, please leave a tag on my tagboard.
Gift idea: Soft toy dog that Brian is getting, and a get well card too?
Are we still having singers?
Please please give me suggestions asap.

That's all for now. Will update with more details if I get them! =)

6.1 outing

First (and only) rule, don't ever talk to my mum about anything on my blog.
Thanks.
Ok, random...

Anyways,
these are the temporary details:

6.December.2009 (next sunday), to Mdm Goh's house.
Time: 12noon-1pm meet? Dinner will be another issue later...
(Those who cannot make it at this time can come later)
Meet at: Ang Mo Kio mrt station
Ideas for the day:
Brian is getting a soft toy dog and a get well card.
But I was thinking that we can do the card on our own...
Maybe a big one so that everyone can write in it.
Daryl suggested that someone sing on that day.
Maybe someone can suggest songs and singers?

It has also been suggested that everybody come on this day and don't split groups.
Further suggestions, update me.
Can carry out the discussions on facebook.
Or, can make use of the tagboard that I put back only for this purpose.
Nick khaw, well appreciated if you don't start spamming it.
Especially anonymously. (applies for everyone - don't be anonymous. thanks.)

Ok, details are these for now.
Will further finalise and update when we have confirmed more stuff.
=D

Rotting at home

I'll rather work than rot at home, like now.
I need a trip to the library!
Bored stiff...
Oh well, here's some pics we took at clarke quay...
On our grad night date.



















The night view at clarke quay was really very pretty!
And here is one photo of us...



Took in Central shopping mall.
One handsome guy and one pretty girl!
Haha!!!

Loneliness builds up,
Like a demon eating me up.

Release of PSLE results

My sis got her results today.
She got aggregate of 60, but I'm very proud of her.
She got U for eng and maths, and Band 3 for chi.
When she cried over her results,
I started crying with her too.
Haiz... It can't be helped when she cannot make it right?
I don't like it when my parents give her so much pressure to do well,
Knowing that she can never make it.
Jiayou sister!!!
=D

Met my primary school form teacher too.
She must be really happy,
Since the school's top scorer of 281 is from her class!
Her class is full of smarties,
All getting very high scores...
Jiayou mdm goh!
Don't give up on the fight!
^^

Though you are not here with me,
But I can still feel you,
Right next to me.

Grad night date

Ok, shall start with describing the grad night date we had...

After we got back from the SEAB branch at tiong bahru,
Which took us forever to find,
I went home,
Washed my clothes,
Had lunch,
And slept from around 2pm to 4pm.
Then woke up, bathed,
And my mum helped me with my make-up.

Went to zoei's house at around 5.30pm.
Watched as she and ke xin got ready.
We left at about 6.15pm, zoei's dad drove us to M hotel.

I must say, the hotel is really pretty! And high class!
I was shocked when I saw someone in the lift to press the buttons for us...
And everybody looked pretty and handsome!!!
=D

Took photos with LFAFF, becca, chelsea, van and huiting.
Then left to meet my handsome boy waiting for me outside...

He looked good!
That shirt was really nice!
Totally compatible with me!
><

We went to tiong bahru mrt station to take mrt to clarke quay.
Clarke quay is a really beautiful scene at night!
We had dinner at the kopitiam in Central,
Then went to walk by the river.
The lights were really pretty...
And the christmas decos were very nice too!
May blog some of the photos next time...

Then we sat by the river, with many other couples.
It was a great night,
Unforgettable and memorable.

Though we didn't join in the fun at the hotel,
We still enjoyed our night together.
Parting at the bus stop at my house was hard,
Cos we knew we won't be seeing each other for the next dunno-how-many days.
Thanks for the fabulous night!
=DDD

The geographical distance has enlarged,
But the spiritual distance has decreased.

Enjoy yourself in malaysia, my dear!

Betrayal

I can tolerate anything but...betrayal.
From the first time I was betrayed till now,
I've never forgiven any of those betrayers.
Am I too 'close-minded'?
Not sure...

My heart is whole,
My brain is not.
I never thought that there will be a day
When I don't understand you.

Work work

Went to work today.
I'm working at Bartley Sec bookshop at the moment.
The more I do, the easier I find the job.
Auntie said I'm a fast worker. =D
But actually, I need not work today
Cos auntie told me ytd that the main office people going to help her.
Then, she called me at 8.30am this morning,
And asked me to go for work.
=.=
I had to rush like crazy,
Since I was still in bed when she called,
And my working time is supposed to be from 9am-4pm.
Reached at 9.30am.
Quite good, since I initially thought I'll reach at 10.
The auntie very nice...
Since it's actually her fault that she called me suddenly...

Today would have been Day 5 without James...
But thankfully, we managed to take bus from our own work venues to compass point.
Got to meet up for a while...
But better than nothing!
><

Another passing day...

Nothing much today...
Bored.
I think the book H.I.V.E is very nice...
Must go and find the sequel books.
And I have this sudden interest in physics.
Lawls.

Day 4 without James...

Still ill

Went out with mum and sis to temple today.
Then went to OG, and bought some christmas cookies...
The potato cookie is really tasty!
Shopped at iluma and bugis,
Then went home.

Haiz...
Still not feeling well.
Flu in addition to cough and sore throat.
Sighs...
=(

Day 3 without James...

Sick

Yes I'm down with a horrible cough and sore throat,
And feeling very drowsy now after taking the cough syrup.
Sorry, will blog about the grad night date and class chalet next time ok?
Need to sleep now before I faint...
Very very sleepy...

Day 2 without James...

Memories

The class chalet was superb!
Will blog more on it nxt time.

And last night's 'supposed' grad night was great for us.
Also will give updates on this another day.

I miss everyone so much!
402, beloved friends, and him...

Day 1 without James...

Happy =D

For the majority of us,
O LEVEL IS OVER!!!
After these weeks of mugging and panicking,
It's finally gone, and will not come back again.
=)

People, I cut and rebonded my hair.
I got this feeling that many ppl will go OMG when they see me tmr at the class chalet.
My mum was also in shock when she saw me.
After all,
I've not had a fringe covering my forehead since sec1...
Oh well, you'll know when you see me tmr. ><

I look forward to class chalet!!!
This weekend is like passing so slowly...
=(

Oh, to anybody from 402 seeing this,
I've to go to work on the 2nd day of the chalet.
So yah, don't miss me too much... ^^

That's all for now!!!
Gotta go pack my stuff!!!

I hate nonchalance.

What will happen if I die?
Will anyone care?
Will anyone cry for me?
Will anyone miss me?
Will anyone even remember me?
After 10 years,
20 years,
30 years???
...
I don't know.
I really don't know.

1 year

Today is one year since my great grandpa passed away...
I miss him lots.

Last week of school

25.September.2009 (Friday) - Graduation Ceremony

Not last week of school,
But must talk about.

It was in the afternoon.
We had to assemble in the parade square 1st,
Then went to the hall.
The sitting arrangement was exam style,
1st person in front, then last person also in front, next to index no.1.
So I was sitting next to Li Zhu.

We were given this brochure thing.
There were Mdm Liew's, Mr Pah's and a student's speeches.
Then, there was this video with all sec4s pics.
There was this photo of LFAFF that Cher gave them!!! Uber shocked to see it!

Next was the form teacher presenting the class pic and a laminated card to everyone in the class.
Mine was kind of personal since Mr Chew knew me last year.
And the class pic is SO NICE!!!
I'm sure it leaves plenty of lovely memories for some~~~

After that was the sing-along session.
First song "That's What Friends Are For",
Second Song "If We Hold On Together".
Rebecca and I were like shouting out the songs!!!
So high!!!
(I have been self highing since early morning...)
The whole class held hands and were swinging to the songs...

While singing the school song, I almost cried.
Lol, too emotional la.
Very happy, everyone sang VERY LOUDLY.

Then when dismissed, took lots of photos,
Class photos in hall,
Hist class photo in parade square...

Moving on to last week of school...

List of the days we had our last lesson:
Tuesday - Last bio lesson
Wednesday - Last PE and pure hist lesson
Thursday - Last phy lesson (last e.geog lesson was cancelled)
Friday - Last chem, maths, eng and SS lesson

On wednesday, we wore class tee for PE.
The girls played captains ball in sports hall.
The accident: I smashed myself against the wall.
Not purposely...
Rebecca and I banged into each other while running after the ball.
Judging by the direction of my running,
It should have been the right side of my body getting injured.
So I dunno how I ended up with the left side of my body against the wall.
I just knew that one moment, blackout, stars above my head,
And everyone crowding around me.
Thanks everyone, and Shili for staying with me.
The left side of my face still hurts a little,
And my left hand hurts.
Other than that, I'm fine.
=D
Kinda funny that ppl kept going "James..." ><

Last day of school.

Woke up feeling sad.
That I won't be able to share the same classroom with my lovely class after this day.
I'm going to miss the noisy and hilarious pair next to me,
And every other soul around me. (Cannot think now)
You guys have changed my life!!!
And I must thank the few who have been great listeners to my problems... xD

To me, this was a sad day, yet passed happily.
(On thurs, ms tan's talking also almost made me cry. Too teary lurh.)

We supposedly sang the school song louder.
Ms Siva came to our class to talk to us,
And gave us a note and a pen.
Then Mr Chew also talked to us.

Ms Yeo came in scolding us about the linear law graph in our mock exam.
And she was trying not to smile while scolding us...Haha!
Mt Cheng also, PMS arh. Suddenly so fierce on our last day. =.=

The only spoiler was the report book crap. Zzz.

For SS lesson, Mdm Yeo dismissed us half an hour earlier.

And those who stayed back played water bombs and captains ball!!!
It was very fun, as can be seen from the facebook photos.
I couldn't resist joining in for the captains ball despite my injured left hand.
I love defending,
And excuse me,
It's impossible for me, the catcher, to jump when the defenders keep moving back.
Seriously.
Tsk.

Oh well, happily passed the day.
But I still can't believe I'm never going to hear Huiting's contagious laughter again.
It's hard not to miss her when you have had her for a table partner for 4 years.
Haiz...

Ok, thanks to Ms Tan for the apple card and ruler,
Thanks to Ms Siva for the note and pen,
Thanks to Mel and Sian for the cards.

I love you all!
Let's jiayou for O's!!!
=)))

Interesting sights at Changi Airport

Here are some interesting photos we took at Changi Airport:



They have really cool looking recycling bins.
Though I was told that newspaper thingy is not true at all...






It was Hari Raya period, hence the really nice deco.






This was in terminal 1.
About the airports that were first set up... blah blah blah.







This was the one I totally couldn't stop laughing about.
We were at terminal 2, and we walked past Fish and Co.
Then we saw this sign on the side entrance,
And burst out laughing.
So funny!!!
><

There were more photos, but no time to put up now.
I'll see if anymore are interesting, then decide whether to post more!
=D

Soccer and more!

Sidetrack a bit...
I feel like linking everyone I know.
So to you folks who have changed your blog address,
Or are willing to let me link you,
Leave a comment with your name and blog address.
Thanks!!!
=D

Now, back to the topic.
For PE lesson today, we played soccer!!!
Girls had the choice between 3 sports: Netball, soccer and basketball.
In the end, us 402 girls who were too lazy to move ended up playing soccer.
13 of us, plus Nasuha who joined us.
Went to sports hall to play cos the guys were using the street soccer courts we were supposed to play at...
It was a very funny and tiring games.
I think we will be trashed if we were to play against the guys,
So thank goodness we were not.

I collided into Jiayun twice,
And my team (Man U) won the other team (Chelsea) with the score of 5-3!!!
xD
2 goals scored by Nasuha, 1 by Becca, and 2 by Huiting.
I ended up goalkeeping,
And saved all 3 shots. *beams*
The last one shot by Daryl was scary.
She asked Jolene to pass to her,
Then she dribbled all the way till she was in front of me,
And she shot.
I was shocked!!!
But still, very happy!!!

Last week's PE was also very fun.
We played captains ball,
And my team was all the screaming people (Xiaoqi, Huiting, Vanessa, Shili...And maybe me.),
So you can imagine how the game went.
We were playing within our own class,
And I love to play with 402 girls!!!
I never fail to laugh like crazy when playing with our girls...
=)))

Moving on to other stuff...

I still can't decide whether to go for the grad night.
Problem is, I want to go for grad night,
But I also want to go for class chalet,
So I can't afford both.
How???
Tsk tsk.

Although I did well for prelims,
I can't help feeling very worried about my O's.
I think not having performed up to expectations for PSLE
Has become a haunting memory.
I keep worrying that just like when I was in pri 6,
If I do too well for prelims,
Then I will not do well for the big thing, the O's.
I don't wish to disappoint myself and the teachers again.
And my A1s for prelims are not high ones,
Mostly just borderline.
Which makes me even more worried.
=(

I don't understand why everyone seems to be looking forward to a long study break.
Personally, I don't anticipate the study break at all.
Firstly, studying at home is the most unproductive thing ever,
Because there are just simply too many distractions.
Secondly, I'm going to miss everyone lots!!!
I really don't look forward to this school term ending.
Seriously, I can't bear to imagine how it will be like
Without the squabbling pair next to me to make me laugh,
Without lessons together with 402 and the teachers,
Without all the fun times the class share together...
Being with 402 has become a part of me,
And it's so hard to say goodbye.
Of course, not to forget my friends from other classes...
I'm gonna miss everybody so much!!!
><

Ok, another long-winded entry as usual...
Ending off with a quote...

Graduation is both an end and a beginning. Those who have seen us through our school years will forever remain friends.

Our 200th day

It has not been an easy journey,
Having to face all the challenges...
But we have made it till today,
And will continue to live on together forever and ever!!!

Our trip to Changi Airport on Friday was a fun one.
Went to all 4 terminals,
And there were some interesting photos taken.
Will post them when I finally get them.

=D

School reopens tomorrow...

School is reopening tmr.
For many of us,
It's going to be the final rush to finish revisions,
And get prepared for the o's.

Don't really look forward to this term ending,
Because I'm sure I'll miss all my beloved classmates!!!

Nevertheless,
Jiayou everybody!!!
xD



Why must you make a mistake
That you promised not to make again?
Mum...

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

1 more day!

I really don't like to post when my dashboard is problematic...
Haiz.

Today is the last day of the 3 days separation...
Yahoo!

I got a haircut on tuesday.
Not too different, just slightly shorter.
My mum insist that I get my hair rebonded this year end.
I wonder where is she going to get the money for that...

My cute little baby cousin got earholes recently.
When I called to ask her about it,
She tole me that she didn't cry,
And it was not painful at all.
True or false, figure it out yourselves.
And I bawled my eyes out when I got my earholes at 3 years old...ahem.

090909!!!

There's something wrong with my dashboard again.
So pardon me for the outcome of not being able to change fonts...

Today is 090909!!!
This trend can only be until 2012,
Because there isn't any 13th month and so on...
I realised that the dates this year very cool.
There was also 070809!!!

I'm very proud of myself this holidays,
Because I'm not slacking!
I have no idea how many days is it to O Levels,
And I don't feel like counting.
I'm going to work very hard!!!
Jiayou people!!!
xD

Moving on to a random topic...

I realised that having a boyfriend don't equal to bad news.
Because, having a boyfriend is just like having a best friend.
To me, he's my boyfriend, and my best friend.
A friend,
Who understands me very well,
Is tolerant of my tantrums,
A great listener,
And a support I can't live without.
Together,
We have faced many ups and downs in life.
We have given each other the motivation to work hard,
And make up for each other's shortcomings.

When it comes to studies,
We are each other's tutors,
Because we each have subjects we are strong at and the other person is weak at.

So, having him has meant that
Help is always a call away,
Falling is not a problem because there is always someone to catch me.

Of course,
I don't mean to say that all my other friends are not important to me.
It's just that he is a better than best friend...

To all lovers in the world,
Having a person to love is the greatest gift ever.
Be tolerant of each other,
And be patient with each other.
Despite all challenges,
Don't give up,
Because there's your loved one accompanying you on this tough journey,
And not giving up on you.

Today is the 2nd day of the 3 days separation.
Though it's tough,
But I'll persist till then!
=D

NOOO!!!

This is crap!
I just read the smb, and they say that MY classroom will be used for n-levels.
So, I have to clear my classroom by FRIDAY.
It so happens we had no school on friday, and I only read the smb NOW.
So what now???
I don't want to lose the things under my table!!!
ARGH!!!

Anybody else left things under your tables like ME???
What now?

Short post here to FREAK OUT!!!
=.=///

Happy Teacher's Day!

To all dear teachers,
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!
I think the most interesting performance from ytd was the one by the teachers...
So funny!!!

That aside,
I seriously think I screwed up prelims.
I'm touching all the wood I can find
And hopes that nothing bad will happen during the o's period,
Like what happened during last year's end of year exams.
I might as well die if I have to use my prelims score.

Went shopping on my own at marina and suntec on saturday.
Kind of nice, since it was the first time I was shopping all alone for one whole day.
Went down to face some sad memories I had too.
Now, I feel so much better, more relaxed.
It's as if making the trip there took a huge burden off me.
I wanna eat donuts!
And I saw this really nice cake shop with really cute cakes!
I wanna learn how to make those cakes!
><

I'm uber shocked with myself,
Because last night,
I actually studied physics from 7pm to 11pm.
4 hours straight! Physics!
Let's just hope this sudden interest in physics can at least last till o's are over...

Time to read my manga!
Buh-bye!!!
xD

2nd week of prelims...

The dashboard is finally normal again...
So I can change the fonts...
Lol.


I know I should be studying now,
But thought of blogging first then going to study...

My beloved is ill again with a fever!
Very worried, since we are still having exams...
Everyone, must take good care of yourselves ok?
Don't fall ill now,
Because I understand how horrible it feels when you are ill and have to take the exams...

It's the 2nd week of prelims,
And the more I look at the exam schedule,
The more irritated I get.
It is so packed!!!
I doubt I can finish studying anything...
Argh.

For those of you who wonders why I had to worry about my chi o's result,
Here's the story:
In my p6 prelims, I topped the school for chi,
But for psle, I didn't get A*.
So since then, I always worry about my chi grades.
Why am I so particular about getting A1 for chinese?
Because after I got my psle result,
I told myself not to let history repeat itself again,
And no matter what,
I must get the best grade for chinese.

For those who didn't get your desired grade,
Don't give up!
There are other chances to prove your capability,
Through the other subjects and so on.
So jiayou everybody!!!
We will make the record for xinmin!!!

Love all!

Panics!

There's something wrong with my dashboard
Because I can't change the fonts and font size and so on.
Which is why I didn't blog for so long.
I don't know how this is going to turn out,
But nevertheless, I must keep my blog alive!
><

Ok, reasons for being panicky:

1. Eng O's oral is on tuesday, which is 2 days away!!!
I'm so freak scared!!!
I just hope I'll do well, cos I already screwed up my chi oral.
I'm the 3rd last, so I guess it's not too bad...

2. Prelims in 4 days time!!!
And just like mid years, I feel very unprepared.
After this post, I'm going to spend 2 hours on ss,
Then the rest of the day on bio.
I hope this is going to work...

3. I'm getting my chi o's result soon!
Despite many of you telling me that I'll surely get the A1,
But I still can't help worrying that I'll disappoint everyone.
I didn't finish my compo, and I didn't finish the 2 compre questions which are 6marks each.
So I'm very worried.
Please, let me get that A1!!!

4. I'm still kinda ill!!!
For those of you who didn't know,
I was down with a fever
From 6.Aug afternoon till 7.Aug afternoon.
Apparently, the running during the national day celebration helped.
But I was still ill after that.
I'm kinda having a cough and flu now.
And I'm having headaches everyday.
Argh!
Just wish it won't affect my performance for oral and prelims...

And after that national day celebration,
I have not been looking forward to graduation.
The whole class so full of spirit and enthusiasm...
It was so fun!!!
I love my class! I really can't bear to leave everyone!
And must mention this...
I think I'll really miss sitting next to huiting and vanessa lots!!!
Because of them, my schooldays are so fun and worth looking forward to!
I can't imagine what school will be like without them both...

And I'll also miss my friends not from my class!!!
All of you!
I don't wanna leave anyone of you...
Suddenly, 4 years seem to be so short.
How I wish we can be secondary students forever!

I never thought I will ever say this,
But I will really miss many of the teachers and the school itself.
It is as though the school has become a very important part of my life.

I don't want to graduate!!!

Time to hit the books!
Jiayou everyone!!!
xD

Mukuro's Birthday!!!

Counting down 7 minutes now.
I'm super busy now,
Because I'm switching between tabs.
Zzz.

6 minutes...

5 minutes...

4...

3...
Just finished typing the email I'll send him...

2...

1...
So excited!!!

0...!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!
Just sent out the sms, email, tagged his blog...
And posting.

I just hope that I can make this birthday enjoyable for him
Since he has not had a decent one for years!!!
Cheers!!!
=D

Mid Years Over!!! xD

This is the first time in my whole life
That I studied so much for one whole week.
Seriously.
Thanks to this painful experience,
I'm going to be a good girl and start mugging.
Target for next week: Biology.

I'm definitely not going to pass with flying colours,
But I wish I at least pass and not flunk.
Hmph.
Must work hard for prelims and o's!

And the h1n1 scenario is getting worse...
Haiz.
Just wish it'll be fine soon.
Though I'm down with flu and sore throat,
I'm not infected.
So there.
><

Ok, going to read khr now!!!
Love it!
Bb!!!
Everyone, enjoy before mugging again!
=D

Freak Out!!!

I just realised how little time I have to study...
Stuffing myself in books, hence mia-ing.
Argh, 3 more days to mid years!!!
I'm dying of studying!!!
Jiayou!

Actually, not very in the mood to blog.
Been a crying freak and moody person...
Haiz.
Couldn't go for the lfaff gathering...sorry girls!
Mum don't allow.
She will rather make me mug at home then let me relax for one day...
Another time ok?

And I still have trouble deciding the stuff for an event...
What to do???!!!
I'm so fickle-minded, and I'm having less time now...
Tsk.

Just woke up, and freaked out because of nightmares again.
And it is all to do with that one person I don't ever want to dream of again!
Argh...help!

Oh ya, my uncle's wedding was on 20th.June.
Chapel wedding not as romantic as I thought it to be...
=.=
But well, it was kind of nice...
Just that my mum made me her photographer
So I was busy taking photos.
><
The bride is really pretty!
My uncle very good arh, date her for 7-8 years without anyone of us knowing.
She's really friendly and amiable.

And I fulfilled my little girl dream of helping a bride to pull the gown.
Just that I was not that little anymore.
But oh well, it was a fun, and tiring day.

Great, time to study again! Must finish humanities today!
Jiayou everyone!
xD

Homecoming 2009 photos

Sorry folks,
I know homecoming was like ages ago,
But I just remembered the photos in the camera...
So here they are:


LFAFF together! I really like this pic of the 5 of us...
Cheese! I love you girls!
Thanks a lot for the 4 years of friendship, and more!!!
=D


Haha, Mr Chew sitting on the dunking machine.
It was one of the highlights of the day!
(I have the video... ><)


Mr Chew after he just got dunked...and wet throughout!
xp


Cheese, 402!!! Cheers for our fabulous performance!!!
Love you folks!
xD

Oh well, that's about all...
This year's homecoming has been a great and enjoyable one...
I'm gonna miss this class event!
Love you all people!!!
Cheers!
=)

MISSING EVERYONE!

I think I miss 402 too much,
Because I keep dreaming about class gatherings
Or class lessons
For the past 3 nights.
I miss you folks!!!

And of course,
I miss him!!!
Lovesick...

Nothing much has been done over the past few days.
(With regards to schoolwork.)

Went shopping with mum and sis on sat,
Then went to grandma's house today.
Concentrated on beading today...

I think I really gotta hit the books soon!
But my uncle's wedding is keeping my family busy...
Haiz.

Everyone,
Enjoy the (study) break!!!
I miss all of you people!

Start of holidays?!

Today is the last day of remedials...
Mixed feelings.
I'll rather stay in school cos of what I have to face when I get home,
But yet,
I need a break.
And this "holidays",
I'm going to plan a schedule,
Trying my very best to keep to it,
Especially with regards to studies.

Huiting, get well soon!
Must say it's kind of weird not to see you in school...
Do get well soon and go for that camp you have planned so long for!!!
I can't imagine huiting being ill,
Because the other time when both van n I were down with flu,
She was still perfectly fine
Sitting in between both of us.
So get well soon!!!
(I so nice, dedicate one whole paragraph to huiting... =p)

Oh well,
Here's a rough outline of my holidays:
- Read KHR. (1/2 hour per day ><)
- Study everything, and ask for those I don't know.
- Go my grandma's house to visit her.
- Bead the swans as my uncle's wedding gift.
- Attend my uncle's wedding.
- Get some surprises ready.

Oh well, seems like my 2 weeks gonna be packed.
Hope all my mates get a good rest
And study well!!!
Let's jiayou in our prep for the final lap at o's!!!
=D

I WANT INDEPENDENCE!

I got 23/54 for that a.maths test...
Thank goodness she decided not to have that stay back thing...
Oh well,
Time to buck up for a.maths!!!

I recently have this sudden interest in chem...
So revising a lot on chem.
Must move on to other subjects as well...

My parents are bonkers again.
They always scold me when they scold my sis,
Even when I have been trying my best to be a good kid.
Goodness, the prejudice is too much la.
Argh, I wanna get outta here!!!
xp

Stress peaking again...

I have no idea what's wrong with me,
But the stress is peaking again
At an accelerating rate.
This is worse than facing the chi o's...
I have this sudden feeling that I'm a retard
As I stare at all the test papers blankly
And break down in horror
And helplessness.

There's chem spa o's this wed...
Jiayou everyone,
I hope I don't screw it.

I got a new specs,
And it's ready now,
Sitting in the specs shop waiting for me to collect it.
It's really a breakthrough for me,
Cos the front frame is red
And the sides are black.
Oh well, don't really know how to describe,
But the red and blank contrasted so nicely,
So I decided to get it.

But,
My mum refuse to give me the money to pay the remaining cost,
So I can't go collect it.
Argh, I don't know what's wrong with her again.

Oh ya,
For those who don't know,
The specs I'm wearing now is broken
Cos the side came off,
And is kept together by a scotch tape.

Pls let my mum have some sense
And know that I need the new specs urgently!!!
It's kind of tough to use this specs
When it keeps sliding off...
Haiz.

Now,
I'm obsessed with both darkthrone and neopets.
Wootz!
Oh well,
I ought to slack a little to try and de-stress right???
><

And KHR!!!
It's so nice la,
I'm reading the manga since I can't watch the anime.
Very funny too!
At chpt10 now...
Bianchi is so evil!

Not to forget,
Boys Over(Before) Flowers!!!
I can only slowly watch the tv episodes...
The discs are out,
But so ex!!!
And I want the soundtrack
Cos the songs are all so nice!
Goodness, I'm loving this show more now!!!
^.^

There's recently this chi novel that I read,
And it's such a good plot.
The girl and the guy were on very good terms when they were kids,
And the guy promised to stay by the girl's side forever.
But when they guy had to go to china to attend his dad's wedding,
The girl thought he was breaking his promise,
So she was very upset,
And as a little girl,
She went onto the streets to try and find the guy.
In the end,
She was raped by a stranger man of 20plus age.
She forgot that incident when she woke up,
And forgot the guy too.
However,
She had this feeling of hatred for this guy,
Though she didn't understand it at that time.
So they grew up together,
And became enemies.

Somehow,
The guy made her remember the past unwillingly and unintentionally
Through a tough ordeal.
The girl finally remembered how much she love this guy
And understood why this guy always stayed by her side to protect her.
It was his way of making up for his mistake of leaving
Though he actually had the intention to return.

The ending kind of funny,
Cos the girl had to fulfill her swear
Which was that if she ever liked the guy
She will jump into the muddy river at the school.
Her mean friends made her do that with the guy
On her birthday.
Haha!!!

Goodness,
I'm like rambling out the story...
But it's making me wanna go to nlb again!
=D

Ok,
Now I just wish that I'm not so "lucky"
To be within the bottom 20% for that a.maths test,
Since I don't really relish ms yeo's company...

Our 100th Day!!!

Yesterday was our 100th day...

Had lessons in the morning.
As usual, he came to fetch me in the morning,
Then we walked to school together.

All the lessons today were held in the ava room.
So we enjoyed a day of air-con...
But it got really cold... Zzz.

He bought 2bucks fries for lunch,
Then we went to walk around in Hougang Point for the air-con
Since it was very hot!!!
He went to buy bread at the market opposite my house.
Because I was having a stomachache,
So I sent him to the bus stop and rushed home,
While he waited for the bus alone...

Met at 7pm,
And walked to Serangoon area.
That "calendar" thingy that he made for me is so nice!
The drawings inside are really good!
=)

Oh well,
Not very detailed,
But we know how the day went,
So...

Good times are always so short...
I think I hate weekends now,
Because I cannot see him!!!
Help!
><

JUST GAMING

Not supposed to,
Since I have got other more impt stuff to do now.
But thanks to NK,
I'm stuck on darkthrone now.

Ok,
I'll just click recruiter and get lots of citizens,
Then build up my defence,
Then go do my stuff.

><
Great,
I'm really hooked onto the game!!!
Ahh!!!

FREAKING IRRITATED

I have a crazy mum,
Who keeps screaming and shouting for no reason.
ARGH!!!
I'm wishing I don't have to come home at all now la.
She expects me to use the comp
Only for her own selfish and idiotic purposes.
And she claims I don't do the housework
When I'm already doing half of them.
So according to my mum,
I can't play neopets,
I can't chat with my friends online,
And blah blah blah.
Seriously,
I'm out of here once I'm 21.

I just had a nightmare and heart attack
Trying to reset my password.
I changed my password,
10mins later,
I forgot what it was.
So I was stuffing everything down my throat during dinner,
And rushed back to my comp to try and reset the pw.
Goodness,
It sucks having short term memory.
So I'm not going to change my pw again.
Never ever.

Btw, thanks to nad, april, huiting and zoei
For the good luck msgs for chi o's.
And all others who tagged me on my tagboard
Or gave me well wishes personally,
Thanks!!!
=D

Now, I'll have to bear with this hell,
Till tomorrow at least,
And 5 years later,
When I can be free.

Celebrate!!! ><

Yay!!!
Chinese o's paper 1 & 2 are finally over!!!
=D
I screwed up a bit,
But what's done is done.
At least, it's over!
I'm just relying on my paper 3 to pull me up.

Mr tang told my chi class to be in ava room at 7.20am today.
So the class of 42 was there,
Waiting for the surprise he said he would give us.
He was telling all of us to relax,
And did breathing exercises.
Then he gave us each a card,
With the message inside handwritten by him.
It was so touching
That I started crying!
Even when I read it now,
I still feel like crying.
HE IS SO NICE!!!
xD

When we were going up to the hall,
He came over to tell me not to stress
And to remember what he said in the card.
Seriously,
He's the best chinese teacher ever!!!

I'm half wishing that I flunk chinese
Just so that I can continue to attend his chi lessons.
But oh well,
I can't afford to waste my parents' money,
And I can't disappoint everyone,
So I must get the A1!
><

Now that it's finally over,
I can finally relax for a while
Before I start studying again.
So I'll play neopets,
Read khr manga,
Blog, read others' blogs...
Cheers!!!
=p

GO GO GO!!!

Everyone taking express chinese,
JIAYOU!
Just 2 more days!!!
xD

Yesterday,
Mr tang gave everyone in my chi class
An apple each.
According to him,
It's organic apple.
He is so nice!!!
Imagine mr tang,
Carrying 40plus apples home from ntuc.
That's so nice of him!!!

Today,
After chi lesson,
He was saying this encouragement speech to my chi class ppl.
I don't know what's wrong with me,
But I was so touched.
I cried a tinny winny bit.
I'm so emotional!
I came to realise what a nice teacher he is,
And how I'm going to miss his chi lessons
And his stories.
Although he's so evil and keep making us copy stuff,
But there's still this really kind side of him.

Thanks mr tang!
I'll forever remember those important lessons
That not many teachers can teach.

To make sure I won't disappoint anyone,
I'm going to study now,
And get my A1!!!

Jiayou everybody!
We can get the A1!

^.^

REFLECTION TIME

(Btw, thanks van for that persevere msg!
You jiayou too!!!
Everyone taking express chi,
We can do it!!! =D)

I have decided that from this post onwards,
All impt posts will have the titles in BIG pink words,
And all not so impt posts will have the titles in
SMALL pink words, like this post's title.
So people can now choose not to read the not so impt stuff.
(Impt or not is based on what i feel the readers may think)

Forget that I said I'll stop posting till after chi o's,
Because I'm a sucker
Who can't control the urge to blog
Especially when I'm feeling down or too stressed.
So here I am, with much crap about my life again.

I doubt myself.

1st doubt:
I always used to have this ideal thought
Of the kind of parent I'll be in the future,
Which is the kind of parent I always want.
But today,
I have come to realise that I may not be able to do what I say,
Although I very much want to.

Perceptions do change once you enter adulthood.
What you think now,
May not be what you think 10 years down the road.
At that time,
Most adults are unable to comprehend teengers' feelings anymore
Probably as their mindsets mature,
And they start to think in an adult's way.
I don't know how to put it in words,
But my experience has come to tell me that
Even though adults have experienced teenagehood,
They are no longer able to understand teens,
Especially with the ever changing nature of teens.

I always tell myself,
That I want to be a mother,
Who will really understand my child.
In short,
I don't want to make the mistakes my mum makes,
Because I don't want my child to end up like me.

But can I do it?
This seems as though I'm thinking too far into the future,
But whenever I hear someone tell me that their parents
Were unreasonable, blah blah blah,
I'll tell myself I don't want to end up that way.
Because I know that if I do,
I'll blame myself,
For saying something,
But doing things in another way.
I'll hate myself for it.

Haiz...

2nd doubt:
I fear taking chi o's all of a sudden.

Whenever I think about chi o's,
I'll recall my chi psle.

During the pri6 prelims for chi,
I got A*, and topped the cohort.
Naturally, everyone will expect me to get A* for psle.
So did I.
In fact, it was a MUST for me to get that A*.
But when I got the result slip,
I cried.
Because of my aggregate score,
And also because I got A for chinese.

The disappointment at myself,
The shocked looks on my teachers' and mum's face...
They were all so unbearable.
I cried the whole day.
As more people were concerned about me,
I felt even more upset and guilty.
Where did my chi A* go to???

I suddenly freaked out when doing chi today,
Because I remembered that ugly spot in my life.
Pain, fear... All sorts of emotions swallowed me.

Now, I'm scared.
I'm afraid of disappointing myself,
And everyone else who have high expectations of me.
I'm afraid
That history may repeat itself again.

Especially when I was the only person to get that A1 for prelims2,
The burden became heavier.
Now, all eyes will be on me
To get that A1.
If I don't,
I won't know how to face everyone else.
It keeps ringing in my head,
That anything below A1=fail.
Yet, I don't want to be that failure again.
I don't want to lose to myself again.

Where has my confidence gone to?
I don't know...
I'm fighting a losing battle with my mental self...

Shit, my grandma is in the hospital.
Again.
Argh.

Bursting with Laughter

Muahaha!!!
I said I'll only blog about the impt stuff,
So here I am!
I'll die if I don't record this somewhere...
But it's kind of irrelevant to you people...
So.

My uncle's getting married on 20th June!!!
His wife is an indonesian.
I was shocked and totally couldn't believe it
When my grandma called to tell my mum the good news.
Of course,
I'm very happy for him.
But nobody in this whole wide world
(Referring to people who know my uncle)
Would have thought that my uncle will ever get married.

Brief background about my uncle:
He's a smarty pants,
And has a love for studying.
He's still taking exams at his age(37)
To constantly upgrade himself.
He keeps getting promoted in his company,
And all my relatives expect me to be like him.
=.=
Anyway,
He can get really fierce when we disturb him when he is studying.

I must say he really live up to his intelligence,
Because he managed to date his girlfriend
For 3 years plus already
Without any family members knowing about it.
Seriously,
My grandma only got to see her future daughter-in-law yesterday
When my uncle brought my grandma, grandpa,
Baby cousin, and his wife-to-be
Out for dinner yesterday.
She seems to be a nice person,
Because my baby cousin was chatting with me on the phone just now
And telling me how nice the 'jie jie' was.

(Although I wonder
How my uncle's gf is able to tolerate his foul temper...
><)

So,
The wedding is on 20th June.
It's going to be in a church,
Then buffet,
Followed by the newly-weds going off for their honeymoon
In the afternoon.
They are going to indonesia,
Where they will be holding the wedding with my aunt-to-be's family,
And enjoy couple's paradise.

My mum's going crazy
And planning how she's going to bring her camera
And take lots of photos and videos on that day.
Woah.

But I think it's so romantic
To have your wedding in the church.
Haiz...
10 more years.

Another piece of good news is:
My grandma's discharged!!!
Like finally...
But she's still kind of weak.
So I'll go visit her on the sunday
After chi o's.

Oh well,
Besides all that,
My life has recently been a whirl of chinese.
8 days more!!!

And Mr Mah,
If you get the number of days wrong again,
You are going to get it from me.
><
Haha!!!

Chinese O's!!!

This will be my last post
Until the chinese o's is over on 1st June,
When I'll exclaim my delight.
But for now,
I must be a good girl,
And start devoting all my attention to chinese.
(Unless anything impt happens that I need to blog about.)

Today was an exciting day... (haha)

I suffered a mild concussion,
Flattened nose,
Sore lips,
Painful butt,
And the impact somehow caused
My legs and shoulders to ache now.
I'm serious.
Ouch!

What happened was that
During PE,
We were playing captains ball.
I was the catcher,
So I was on the chair for the first 3 rounds.
For the last round,
I got off the chair to play.
Yuling and I banged head-on onto each other!!!
We fell back, and thumped onto the ground.
That is why my butt hurts.
For about 5 to 10 seconds,
Stars were circling my head.
Then people were hovering around me
Asking me whether I was alright.

Haiz...
I'm still having headaches and bodyaches
From that bang.
Hope that Yuling is alright...
=D

Chinese Prelims 2.
Shock.
Surprised.
Ecstatic?
I don't know,
I should be happy with my results,
But I just can't seem to be happy at all.
I have no idea why.

And we have chinese lessons every afternoon now,
Which end as late as 6plus.
I'm exhausted,
Even when I sleep at 9pm.
I feel very unwell...
Please don't let me be sick now,
Because I can't miss a single school day.
Haiz.

The stress is getting me!!!
I'm panicking over not being able to concentrate on chinese
Because of all the tests I have.
I may appear fine to everyone,
But I'm not anywhere close to being fine.
Argh... My head is bursting!!!
><

To end off this post until I blog again
12 days later:
Jiayous to all taking the chinese o's!
Strive for the As!!!
Do remember to take good care of yourself.
Let's endure the tiring afternoon lessons for now,
And get beautiful results later!

Loves!
^^

In Retrospect...

The SL exco election is here again!
On Friday morning,
They were making speeches for campaigning.
As I watched the SLs make their speeches,
I was somehow reminded of the very 1st time
We worked together.

It was neither the chinese project
Nor the inter-class debates
When we 1st collaborated
To do something.
It was actually
The SL exco election last year!

I was persuaded by Desmond to be his campaign manager
When he was running for the exco election.
And the other campaign manager was James.

Come to think of it,
The 1st time we actually talked to each other
And worked together
Was when we had to make a joke of ourselves
In front of the whole school,
During morning assembly,
For Desmond's sake.
Desmond, count yourself lucky.

I started giggling to myself
As I watched this year's SL nominees make their speeches.
Because I remembered last year
When we were actually acting like
That M1 commercial.
I was supposed to ask James to do a survey,
While he was wearing headphones and ignoring me.
We totally made a fool of ourselves
(Especially me!!!)!!!
Haha!!!

Then during the recess campaigning,
We were taking these heart-shaped papers,
With 'B' on one side and 'D' on the other,
To give out to people in the canteen,
And help Des and Bel garner support.

That's when I first knew
That he liked ______,
Because they were teasing him
And forcing him to pass a heart to her.
Must say that he was very poor thing at that time la.
But since I still didn't know him well,
I just left the scene
Which became too boring
For someone like me
Who was oblivious to the scenario.

Oh well,
Kind of crap la.
But it's funny to recall how we came to know each other.

Shy bit:
We caught each others' eyes in english lesson
When my group was doing the presentation
And I was standing there listening.
My immediate reaction was to look away
Because I could feel a silly grin creeping onto my face.
Guess that's what you call being silly in love?
(Hey, he looked away too...)

Friday night:
Spent with each other as usual.
This is like our 4th last friday night together lurh...
Sobs.
The honey milk tea tasted...okay.
And we met rats twice.
Once was in punggol park,
And there was this sound from the drain
Like elephants trumpeting.
Do rats 'squeak' like that?
Second time was at a HDB flat.
I tell you, damn gross!!!
I totally freaked out!!!
Besides that, the night went fine.
A vanilla cone each from Hougang mall macs,
Shopped a bit... Then home.
(Erm, i apologise for my bombardment of enquiries...haha.)

Saturday:
Mum brought laksa for my lunch
To me in school.
And chi lessons are killers!
Both freezing cold, and hand numbing.
Shopped at Hougang point,
Rested at the park.
He sang that fir song tian tian ye ye with me! (kind of la)
Then home at 4plus.
He went to cut his hair thereafter!
From the photo he sent to me via msn,
He looked...fine?!
Can't wait to see him tomorrow!

Today:
Went to temple with mum and sis,
Then chinatown for brunch,
And shopped.
Went home...
Then went to my mum's friend's house
To help her daughter
With studies
And personal issues.
Apparently, Sherlynn seems kinda of depressed,
Like she touches her bag for 3hrs straight for no reason,
So her parents are worried sick.
She resists all attempts to drag her to a psychologist.
After the 2 times I had chat with her,
I think she's a nice person,
Just probably unable to cope with the sec3 workload.
In my opinion, she needs to chill.

I spent 5hrs teaching her a.maths.
Now I think my brain is rotten
And I'm going to flunk a.maths.
I have forgotten all the last year stuff!!!
Help!

Her mum's real nice.
She made fried nian gao (which i really love),
And this egg which is slightly salty and very fragrant.
Yummy!!!

And I met my pri sch friend Jia Le.
Her grandparents' house was just next door.
She was like standing outside the window and saying
"Are you Priscilla?"
I heard that, and turned around,
Only to find myself staring at her
And trying to place a name to the face.
LOL.
She had grown to look so ladylike and different!!!
Omg.
I think I better find time to catch up with my pri sch mates
Before I forget how they look like.
Oh no.

Now, I'm slacking,
Not having studied a single bit during the weekends.
I think I'm dead.
Argh.
Ok, I'll try to study bio now.
Haiz...

Love you all folks!!!
And,
Love you James!!!

Give me 3 special abilities...

If I can have 3 special abilities,
These will be what I want.

(1)An infinite brain volume.
I'm getting irritated by my own forgetful-ness.
Haiz...
I just wish I can memorise things with ease.
For example,
I will not forget facts from textbooks
Immediately when exams are over.
Or that I'll remember to do several important stuff...
My memory is like at most 8GB now la!!!

(2)Ability to teleport.
This really helps when you want to
Escape from this prison you are in.
Or when you wish to be at certain parts of the world now.
Even more useful when you are too lovesick.
Haha.
I want to teleport to someone to de-stress now!

(3)Read people's hearts and minds.
I hate it when it seems like
I don't understand the people who are the dearest to me.
It just makes me feel very...
Useless and helpless.
I'll choose this ability over the above 2.
Because I really want to understand the people around me...

Well,
Pardon me for that short post during ss lesson.
We were having ss in computer lab,
But that teacher kept using her teacher computer
To check what we were doing,
And she said she will shut down comps
Not doing ss and doing something else.
Argh...so tough to blog in ss!!!

Cheer up people!!!
The light of hope is at the end of every tough journey.
(I'm trying to tell myself this...)

SS Lesson now...

For the sake of people who are bugging me to blog,
Just a short update of my life here.

We had class outing on monday
To bowling at kovan.
And I got to go!!!
Not that I got permission from my mum though...
But it was fun la,
Because I love bowling
And have not bowled for quite some time.
I got him to learn bowling!!!
Haha, he's becoming kind of pro at it lurh...
But,
I'm aching over now!!!
><

Then the rest of the week is just school as usual...
With the recent announcement of our relationship,
We now have more freedom in meeting up,
At least without my parents' knowledge.

And I need to clarify
That we were doing nothing obscene.
So please,
Just studying ok?

Back to ss lesson now...
Cheers!

Our First Date

Sad news first.
I can't go for the class outing!!!
Because I have to tutor my sis for her maf exam
When she is going to forget everything
In 5 minutes time.
So what's the point of me staying at home
When it's not going to make any difference
To her exam grades,
And piss myself off???
ARGH!!!
I hope that some miracle will happen
Because I'm presently trying to psycho my mum
To let me go.
I really want to go!!!
Wish me luck in the negotiation...

Okay, on to the title.

Yes, we finally managed to fulfill our wish
Of going on our 1st date
Before the Chinese O's.
So here's how my day went.

Woke up at 6plus
And went blog surfing.
Which explains all the early tags.
Couldn't sleep,
Simply too excited.

But the thunder was rumbling
And lightning was flashing,
With lots and lots of water falling from the sky.
Raining!!!
I was wishing for it to please stop raining...

Switched off computer at 7plus,
Then went to sleep a while.
Thank goodness the rain stopped,
And the hot sun was shining brightly in the sky.
Washed up at 8,
Then finally settled on the third set of clothing
After arguing with my mum
Over which was nicer.

Messaged him at about 09:15am,
And he was already at the bus stop!
Rushed down, putting on lip gloss on the way.
He was playing psp at the bus stop,
So I sneaked behind him and said
"Hi handsome!"
Hahahahahaha!!!
The bus came,
So didn't have time for him to express his shock.

I tell you,
The bus drivers are cheating a little kid of his money.
He didn't bring his ez-link card
Because his dad took it to top up.
So when he came to my house,
And when we boarded the bus,
He paid by coins.
And the driver says he needs a student pass
To verify that he's a student,
So they made him pay expensive adult pricing!!!
Hello?!
This is called daylight robbery!
Argh.
He's too nice and said never mind.
If it was me,
I would probably have argued with the bus drivers.
Too bad I already went to the upper deck...
And the first driver didn't even know
That there is student pricing!!!
Omg!

Well, that aside,
We took a half an hour long bus trip
And walked from the bus stop to bugis.
On the bus,
It started raining cats and dogs again!
Neither of us brought out umbrella...sobs.
Thankfully,
It became a drizzle when we reached our destination.
I was wearing the ring and earrings he gave me long ago,
And the necklace we both have and wore.

Reached at about 10am,
And we bought custard polo bun and 2 egg tarts
At this shop opposite the temple.
Yummy!!!
Wandered around the mall
With most shops not opened yet
(Except for the foodcourt...Haha.)
We were looking at shops with really nice
Clothes for guys,
And the topic somehow wandered to grad night...
Especially when we saw some
Really nice but expensive dresses.

Then we headed to our lunch destination,
Which required us to cross 6-7 traffic junctions.
Woah.
Took quite a while for me to recognise the route,
Reached at 11am.
But we didn't get lost,
Because there's me!!!
>.<

It's in this really quiet mall,
With this japanese food court.
It was opened at 11:30am.
Since we were early,
We went to cold storage,
And got glued to the shelf of recipe books.
I was drooling (figuratively please)
Over that book of chocolate yummies.
I was wishing I have my own kitchen and oven now,
Then you people will be in for a good treat.
That shelf made both out stomachs
Grumble like crazy.

Finally, 11:30am!!!
He bought house special ramen,
Which contains ramen(duh),
Scallops, prawn, salty egg.
I bought beef patty omelette rice.
They are yummy!
And made both of us really full.
There was also sushi.
Their sushi is only 70cents per piece,
Which is cheap!
Ours was this packet with four sushis-
Sotong, scallop, tau pok, unagi fish.
We kinda made a mess...haha.

Bought a bottle of milk tea at 7-11.
It usually cost 2bucks (according to him),
But he bought it for $1.30 just now.
Woah, offer?
I understand why he likes it...it's nice!

We then walked back to bugis.
Headed for the neoprints shop...
It's 11bucks!!! Ex!!!
Nevertheless, we still went for it.
Due to the fact that both of us
Not really photo people,
It turned out to be funny.
We only managed 5 poses
Within the time limit of 160 seconds.
I bullied him in 2 of the shots!!!
Haha!
Then the editing was also damn funny.
I hate the pen I was using.
And he only realised in the last 10 secs
That he left one photo unedited,
So he hastily dumped some
Hearts, stars and strawberries there.
Erm...
We had a hard time deciding
Who take which neoprint.
Lol.

Went to shop for mother's day gift for my mum.
Went to four gifts shop.
At action city,
There's this sweet container thingy.
Curious, I went to open the thing,
And got an electric shock!
He got it too when I mischievously passed it to him.
Guess it's for naughty kids who steal sweets at home.
I wanted to buy it for my mum,
But he told me too much electric shock can cause brain damage.
I don't know how true is that though...

In the end, I settled for this squirrel softie.
Very cute!!!
Less than 10bucks,
So my mum didn't kill me.

Went to kinokuniya,
And we were looking at some history books.
I hate wars, damn yuck!

Next was cinema.
No, we did not catch a movie.
But because I like to do things out of the ordinary,
So we bought regular sized sweet popcorn
And were sitting there eating.
Enjoyed spamming him with the popcorns...
=p

Because it was so cold,
We decided to go out for some fresh air.
As we were walking past this
Marriage agency roadshow,
The promoter almost came up to us...
!!!!!!
I ended up so hysterical
People were probably thinking
That I'm crazy.
But it's really very funny!!!
Fancy a promoter asking a pair of 16-yrs-old couple
To take a look at their wedding stuff.
Seriously.
I was trying to control myself
When I walked past that roadshow again.
He was like clamping his hand over my mouth.

Then because still had tinny winny bit of time left,
We went to the newly-opened shopping centre opposite.
Took the extra long escalator
That goes all the way to the 4th floor.
There was this old man in front of us
Who was making these whistling sounds,
Like my grandpa does when he tries to make his birds chirp.
It totally spoiled the ambience.
And I couldn't stop laughing.
I think I got the laughing virus
After sitting for 1year plus next to huiting.
Thanks girl.

Anyways,
I got myself lots of eyes again.
And his hand was over my mouth again
To cover up my laughter.
We named him 'birdy old man'.

This is stupid.
There's already one cinema in bugis,
And they have another one in this new shopping centre.
What's with the competition?
Saw the preview of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
I tell you, if this is not better than the previous one,
I'm not going to watch it.
Though the preview looked interesting...
Forget it, I want to watch it.

Went to the arcade,
And looked at people playing the games.
The lesson I learnt?
Never ever under estimate little boys playing against adults.
So James, your prediction of the little boy getting thrashed
Was so wrong. Muahaha!

Walked all the way to the bus stop outside where we had our lunch
To board the bus home.
He didn't get 'robbed' this time round,
Thanks to the knowledgeable bus driver.
Moaning and whining on the bus
About not being able to go for the class outing.
I need to go there to de-stress la.
My stress level is peaking again!
And we took a photo on the bus.
Once again, I'm not gonna blog it.
xp

Sianz, hate reaching home.
Because all I got when I was home,
Were naggings about reaching home
10minutes late (was supposed to get home by 5).
The bus was very crowded
And stopped at many stops!
What was I supposed to do?
Take over and drive the bus?!?!
Argh!

The only good thing
Was when I gave my mum her mother's day present.
But it's all undone
With her screaming now
That nobody cares about her
And only that bastard used to care about her.
Where has the understanding and appreciative mum I used to know gone to???
Pissed.

Right now,
Am typing some maths sums for my sis,
Hoping that I can dump that on her,
Then my sis will let me go tomorrow.
Please? I want to go!!!
:x