PW!!!

Now that it is finally over,
I'm actually starting to miss it.
All those times that we rushed like crazy,
Argued like crazy,
Went out together and did almost nothing...
Hahaha, so much has happened.
Love you all!!!
We break the walls with hospice care!!!!!!!!!!!
^^

And i think many groups have become closer in the final lap to do the best...
Seriously, i think everyone in my beloved class have changed so much in a year.
Even those most irritating people i used to hate...
Oh well, starting to have better impressions of them.
:)

I'm sad over some departures in the class.
19/10 will miss you!!!
For those who still have hope,
Come to us for help!!!
19/10 won't be full without all 25 for us!!!
19/10, JIAYOU!!!
ALL THE WAY!!!

LOVES <3

Celebrating our 600th day!

It's 602nd today... (600th was on monday)
But oh well,
We cleanly forgot it.
So screwed.

Anyway,
Went AMK hub and watched "Eat Pray Love".
I give it a 3/5.
Not those romance that will move u to tears,
But I enjoyed it.
It'll be good for people who need to heal from relationship stuffs...
:)

Our 4th movie!!! <3
Muacks! :*

i dunno what to say

I'm very disappointed with my dad.
Very very very very...
Argh.
My mum trusted him so much.
And he did all these to betray her trust.
After he dumped my mum cos of another woman after celebrating with my mum her 21st birthday,
My mum was so upset.
But when he came back and begged for forgiveness,
My mum still relented and accepted him.
All because of love.

Yet, has he ever repented?
Over the years,
He keeps making my mum worry for him,
And doing so many things that disappointed my mum time and again.
Even my sis and I are disappointed in him now.

James Mah, now you will know why I insist on maturity.
Because that's the problem i spotted in my parents' relationship:
My father's lack of maturity.
And to a woman,
It is really tiring to live with a man who never seems to grow mentally.

i feel so remorseful..
i'm sorry.

JIAYOU!!!

Given the pathetic amount I've studied...
But seriously, this is the first time I've been studying way in advance before the exams!
Still doesn't seem to work...
Argh.
Sighs.
Cries.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well,
Still.
Jiayou everyone!
Let's get promoted!!

But then, james is right.
Promote for what?

Horror of my life

The scariest thing happened to me yesterday.

I was going home yesterday evening.
Was waiting to cross the road at the traffic light.
Then I noticed this short malay boy,
Wearing what looked like xinmin sec uniform (couldn't see the logo),
Panting at the roadside.
Then when I was crossing the road,
He was following me and also crossed the road.
At my house downstairs,
He suddenly asked me,
"Do you live her?" and he pointed to my block.
I told him yes.
Then he said he also lives here.
Then he asked me whether I'm from bowen.
Then I told him no, i'm from AJC.
(As I recount this, I'm thinking about how dumb i really was... argh.)

Then in the lift,
I pressed 6,
And he said he also lives on the same floor.
That's when my suspicion finally kicked in.
Cos I know there's only one malay family on my floor,
And that's my neighbour right next to my house.
So he can't be living on the 6th floor!!!

And guess what,
My suspicion was confirmed when he said to me:
"You are so pretty, hot and sexy."
WHAT THE F**K????
Thank goodness the lift was already on my floor.
And he followed me out.
And all I told him was "stop following me",
Then I walked right to my doorstep.
Of course, he did not obey me,
And followed me to my doorstep,
Standing outside my house as I shouted for my mum
Who was unfortunately all the way in the kitchen.
When that f**king boy realised my mum coming out to rescue me,
He sprinted off.

AM I IMBECILE OR WHAT???
NOT ONLY DID I TALK TO A STRANGER
WHO WAS PROBABLY A PERVO, PSYCHO OR GOING TO DO SOMETHING TO HURT ME.
I ALSO SHOWED HIM WHERE MY HOUSE IS!!!

My mum is right.
I probably fried my brain from all the studying.
I should not have talked to him in the first place,
And waited at the lift until he go away
Rather than lead him to my house.

BUT THEN,
WHO WILL SUSPECT A KID????
ESPECIALLY ME, A CHILDREN LOVER????
HE HAS TOTALLY BETRAYED MY TRUST IN CHILDREN!!!
HOW CAN A LITTLE KID BE SO SICK??????????????

But what I'm really worried about now is that this matter won't just end here,
And maybe this little boy is associated to adults.
I dunno.
I'm scared and worried for myself, my family, and my loved ones.

I was so heavily guarded today.
I got my mum's approval to let james accompany me to school
Cos she said she want me to get a guy friend to go to school with me.
James waited for me at the lift and was watching my back the whole of today.
Even he got all paranoid.

So everyone,
Please keep a lookout for a short (approx 1.5m?) malay boy
Who wears xinmin sec uniform
And probably a sec1 or 2 cos he's wearing shorts
And the uniform looks too baggy for him.
I'm even suspecting he's probably not even from the school.
Anyway,
He carries a black backpack kind of schoolbag,
And may do the panting trick to get sympathy of people like me.
PLEASE DON'T END UP LIKE ME.
Or maybe it's just me, too gullible, especially with kids.

Anyone wanna volunteer to be my bodyguard in school when james is not with me?
Haha.

I'm still suffering from the aftershock...
:'(

at nad's house!!!

Hey all!!

I'm at nad's house now,

With nad (duh) and sheepo!!

:D

Today was an okay day.

Physics test... hope I pass ba.

And I can't stand my chinese teacher's xia yi ge...

Argh.

Enjoying myself laughing at nad's house.

And they look cute together..

Aww~~

^^

AND,

I'm totally proud of myself!

For PW, my teacher say my eom idea has to be in the wr

Cos it's very insightful for someone of my age.

THERE.

IN YOUR FACE to the person who totally took my eom idea out of the wr.

BLEH.

XP

And the 2 of u stop being lovey dovey hor.

I feel like a bright lightbulb...

Here i come my darling!!

In case any of u wondering,

My james just dismissed,

And I'm leaving nad's house now...

Bye!!!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY DARLING

:(

Teacher's Conference ushering!!!!!!!!!

Today is one of the best day in my whole life!!!
Went to do ushering at the teacher's conference at suntec convention centre.
Woke up at 5.45am,
Anfd my darling came to pick me up at 6.10am.
My 1st response was to rush over and hug him.
^^

Then we walked to hougang mrt.
And he insisted i go buy breakfast,
So we got me a honey chicken pao.
Met nicky at the mrt station,
And we took the mrt together to dhoby ghaut,
Then esplanade.
Met a group of ushers on the circle line.

Darling sent me to suntec then took mrt back to school for lesson,
And me and nicky went to room 314 where we had bread and left our bags in the room.

Went to the ballroom for our first duty of the day.
I was door usher for ballroom door 3,
And it wasn't very eventful.
Just told people we could not open the door yet cos we were not ready,
Then later open the door and smile at people as they go in.

Our first tea break of the day:
The blackforest cake is so yummy!
I had 2 pieces...
Super nice!
And the siew mai, har kao, and crystal bao were also yummy.
:p
But I had stomachache and went to shit.
Lol.

Then we went to room 210 for preparation of the distribution of collateral.
Though it was a simple activity of putting the things on the chairs,
But I found it quite fun.
:)

Around 11am,
7 of us went outside the ballrooom to usher them back in.
They had this really cool xylophone thing that this guy was walking around with and hitting,
Informing people to go back into the ballroom.
Then the 8 of us went into the ballroom and waited for our duty of holding mikes for the participants to use later.

The participants had a kinda dialogue session with the speaker Dr. Linda,
And this is where the best thing happened.
I was holding on to one of the mikes,
And this interpreter for a hearing-impaired woman signalled to me.
I think this woman is some important person,
But I won't know since I'm not a teacher.
The problem was that the chairperson said there was only time for one last question,
And she already spotted someone else on the other side of the room.
I think she really wanted to ask her question very badly,
And the people sitting in front of her probably knew her,
Because they called me over and told me to ask the chairperson to let the woman ask her question.
I went to the front of the stage and sqauatted right there in front of the stage,
Trying to get the chairperson's attention.
And she told me there was no more time.
When I went back to those ladies,
They passed me a post it and told me to pass it to the chairperson,
I ddin't read what was written there.
Once again,
I squatted in front of the stage and tried to get the chairperson's attention.
She got me to pass her the post it,
So I went onto the stage to pass it to her.
When I went back to them,
They were thanking me.
Then the guy sitting next to the hearing-impaired woman said thanks to me and gave me a thumbs-up.
After which, he tore off a piece from his foolscap and wrote this:
You did a great job!" with a smiley face and gave it to me.
I AM SO HAPPY!!!
:D
I was so glad the woman got to ask her question.
And believe it or not,
Though she can't hear,
She spoke on her own to 2000plus people,
With her interpreters signalling to her whether she could be heard.
I was so touched.
I could not stop smiling.
Lol.
Btw, both the guy and the woman are caucasians.
Lol, random.

We had lunch after this.
And I met my sec2 PW teacher,
Miss Rosaline Chan in the secretariat room.
I talked to her.
Lol.
So coincidental sia.
Between duck and fish,
I chose the packet with fish for lunch.
The fish was sweet and sour, quite nice.

The 7 of us had a long break till 2.45pm,
So 4 of us girls (Mika, Vasu, Jun Ying and Me)
Went to the 2nd floor foyer outside the ballroom and had a fun time doing crafts.
Cos there were many booths set up there,
So we decided to try things out on our own.
So I did two heart-shaped clips,
And took 3 erasers with cute faces.

At around 2.30pm was another tea break.
There was chicken karage, forest mushroom and some breads.
Yummy!

At 2.45pm,
We reported for briefing.
I was at room 204 for the registration of the concurrent sessions.
Room 204 provided something about history done by greendale sec students and teachers,
Who were all very friendly and nice.

At 4,
We went back to room 210 for debrief,
And room 314 to collect our belongings.
Though a tiring day,
But very satisfying and happy.

James darling came and fetch me,
Then we went shop shop and home.

End of a eventful day.
Today is a 4 stars day!!!
:))))

minister!!!!!

The big day was today!!!
I totally freaked out!
My left eyelid was twitching continuously even before the minister came.
Then it continued twitching till after he left.
My eye felt so uncomfortable throughout the whole thing.
And I was so nervous till I could not smile.
My face felt so tight... I kinda forgot how to smile.
Lol.

But this experience was a great one!
I shook the minister's hand a total of 3 times.
The 1st time was when I just went onstage to start the dialogue session.
The 2nd time was after the dialogue session.
The 3rd time was during the tea session that some of us alpha students had with him.
Haha.
My 1st time ever... :D

I'm happy today.
Whether anot I did a good job, it doesn't matter.
All that matters is that I enjoyed the experience.
Thank you.
:)

omg. I feel so privileged, excited and nervous!!!

BREAKING NEWS!!!

Well, at least it is for me.

I'm chosen to be the chairperson for minister lim swee say's dialogue session next thurs!!!
In case u don't understand my blabberings...
Minister Lim Swee Say is coming to ajc for our combined mass civics session next week.
So he will be doing half an hour presentation,
Then rest of the time is dialogue session,
For students to ask their questions.
So I'll be the one on the stage with the minister.
The chairperson.
Only me.
All alone on the stage with the minister.
So freaking scary!
I mean, not like the minister is going to eat me up.
And i'll have to face him anyway at the tea session after the civics session.
Just that, I've never done this before!!!

OMG.
My mouth sagged open like an idiot when i saw the teacher's email.
"... has nominated you to be the student chairpersonfor the Q&A/dialogue session after Minister Lim's presentation... you will be sitting onstage with Minister Lim and you'll be 'chairing' the session"
SHOCKING LA!!!
PRISCILLA TOO HAS NEVER IMAGINED THIS KIND OF CHANCE FALLING ON HER DOORSTEPS ANYTIME IN THIS LIFETIME!!!
SCREAMS IN DELIGHT!!!

Ok, priority now is to find out more about this man.
I don't wanna make a fool of myself on the day.

breathe in... breathe out... breathe in... breathe out...
i think i'm going to forget how to breathe.

love is mutual trust between you and me.

Why am I suddenly so melancholic?
Because I realised how fragile love is.
Especially when there isn't any mutual trust.

Thank goodness,
Despite how paranoid I am,
There exist mutual trust between J and I.
I know that he will never betray me (he don't dare ><),
And he knows that I cannot live without him.
I'm not worried about letting him go out with groups of girls and guys
(Though I'll be jealous XD),
Because I understand him.
And he's not worried about letting me talk to guys
(Though he'll also be jealous...),
Because he knows that I love only him.

Love involves 2 parties: You and the person you love.
Don't let him/her give you everything,
And you just enjoying yourself without giving anything in return.
Don't let love get one-sided.
For those facing this problem,
Talk to him/her.
Be open about your opinions.
Only through talking openly about what you like/dislike,
Then understanding will be possible.

The reason why J and I quarrel lots:
Because we are very open with our opinions,
Especially me.
Our opinions tend to clash a lot.
But it is through all these quarelling
That we gain a deeper understanding of each other,
And emerge as a more loving couple.
It's precisely because we are willing to tell each other anything and everything,
That we are still together today,
And will be together forever.
The strictest principle we impose upon ourselves from the day we got together
Is that we will tell each other everything
No matter how it will hurt or upset,
And hide no secrets from each other.
And we have succeeded!

And for those of you who still don't dare to say
"I love you" to the person you truly love,
Just say it.
Don't live with the regret of not daring to face your feelings.
Because, at the end of the day,
You will feel better knowing you have tried,
Then to know that you didn't dare to try.

<3

Singapore's 45th!!!

Today was a great day!!
:D

James and I met at 11am,
Then we took bus 147 from my house to clarke quay,
Where he had omelette rice for lunch.
Then we walk walk,
And walked past sweet smelling sweet shop,
Looked at cute rabbits, hamsters and chinchillas,
Went to a fully packed stationery shop,
And he bought a little memo pad and card holder for me.
I wasn't allowed to object to him buying the things,
As was shown by the "no objection" on the card holder.
And it says "i love you so much" on the memo pad.
:)))

Then we took a long and hot walk to the asian civilisation museum.
We saw all the army, civil defence and police vehicles!!
Then we went into the museum to wait for everyone else to come.

3pm: Got our security passes, briefing, then went to the padang.
DOS people (Nickson, Kang Wei, Dianne, Lena, Sufancia, James, me) and Mel with her 3 friends
Were doing CIP for community chest,
By passing down donation boxes at the ndp for ppl to donate.
Although it was very hot and tiring, it was very fun!!
And the excitement there was so great!
We only got to watch the parade until 5.45pm,
But it was still worth it.
How I wished I could stay..
So HIGH!!

Very unforgettable today.
:*

Is money important?

My stand:
Money is important today,
As it is the means through which we "communicate" in the buying and selling of things.
Without money,
Trading cannot happen,
We can't buy what we want,
And blah blah blah.
But the point is,
Is money important in life?
Can we live without money?
I believe, yes.

Even without money,
Human was initially born to know how to survive,
Through hunting for our necessities.
And no money was involved back then.
Though times have changed,
But human beings will still have this instinct in them to fight for what they want
As it is inherent in human's competitive nature.

I can say that money is an evil.
Can money buy us happiness?
Can it buy us understanding and communication with our loved ones?
Yes, it is true that in the world today,
You are not anything much without money.
You will be poor, looked down upon,
Suffer from poverty, starve to death...
BUT, even when you are a millionaire,
Do you have anything at all?
Do you have love, happiness...
And all those fundamental and positive emotions that human live for?
Or even, moral values?

An example will be those useless and selfish children fighting for their parents'm inheritance.
Money has blinded us, and has even made something as close as kinship
A forgotten identity.

If being rich is going to make me
Unhappy,
Lonely,
Ignorant,
Helpless,
Materialistic...
I'll rather stay poor my whole life.
At least, being a poor kid has taught me a lot.

It will be better if we slow down our pace of live,
And spend time to look at those things and people we have ignored.
What's the point of slogging your guts out for money,
When you are missing all the beautiful sights,
Especially those that you can't buy with money.
Shallow or not?

I can't make myself heard in pw.
There's something aeriously wrong with this world.
I just feel like plugging my earpieces into my ear,
Listen to those classical music and go to sleep.
Zzz.

today :D

We took bus74 from my house to buona vista terminal,
Ate at the hawker center (yummy!!!).
Took bus147 to clementi interchange,
And walked walked there.
Then took bus166 all the way to ang mo kio interchange.
Super tired after the bus ride.
Did phy while the lucky boy slept..Zzz.
Then took bus88 home.
Woah, had a long day of long bus rides,
But very cool! First time we did something like this!!!
><

If you are late one more time..
I'm going to roar at you.
>:/

pw

It's worse than o levels.
No, worse is not enough.
It's the worst subject ever.
Evil devil.
ARRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I want to bury everything associated with pw once it's over.
Omg.
It's worse than forcing me to mug for 24 hours straight.
Can u believe i chose horrible ajc pe over pw?
That's how bad it is.
I hate alternatives.
T.T

one little thing

My hubby woke up early this morning to help me iron my white shirt for investiture.
Though it was still crumpled,
But I'm touched.
Thank you.
I love you.
You make me happy.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY HUBBY!!!

Mr James Mah Yi Hong,
You are officially 17 years old!!!
^^
Jiayou for everything,
Stay happy and crazy,
And love me forever!!!
Muacks! :*

NEW COMPUTER!!!

I got a new computer!!!
:DDD
It's compaq, and was considerably cheap when I bought it.
Smiles :)))
I love you hubby!!! (random~)

Sentimental...Goodbye old computer

I am a sentimental person.
Getting a new computer today,
And dumping this old computer which has been with me since primary 4...
8 years already.
Blogging with my old computer for the last time.
Bye comp,
Thanks for servicing me all these years.
Thanks.

I seem crazy,
But after all,
I'm a sentimental person.
And I'm always thankful to all my helpers and lovers,
Whether or not I say it.
Thanks.

my hair is short

Hihi!!!
Priscilla has gotten short hair
For the first time in 7 years.
Yeppy,
My hair is short now.
Those cannot tie up kind of short.
And my mum says I look like vanessa.
?.?
Got the haircut on wednesday.
I love it!
So don't think I'll be leaving my hair long again for quite some time.

Have people been mugging?
Cos I've not been doing so.
Screwed.
Kind of demoralised whenever I see james mug.
Sobs.

what am i to you???

i need to scream.

"Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."

"There's nothing more depressing than having it all and still feeling sad."

Mother Teresa
"Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty."

Dante
"There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy."

Wallace Stegner
"Most things break, including hearts. The lessons of life amount not to wisdom, but to scar tissue and callus."

my brain is blasting
i'm shivering
i want to cry
pain, dying of the pain
and i don't even know where is this pain coming from
someone
put me to sleep
and don't wake me up again
never

breaks down

People may not be as strong as they appear. I'm one of these people.

Here's to add on to the list of people to thank for wishing me happy birthday on facebook:
(very lag, i know)
Sok Hui, Amanda, Audrey, Yao Jia, Eunice Sng, Nick Lam, Dylan.
THANKIES!!! :D

Change of mood here...
Sad.
Dunno why,
Feel sad for no apparent reason these few days.
Will suddenly emo.
Sighs.
The stress of JCs is getting to me.
Was thinking, should i've gone to poly?
:(

And I think my health is suffering.
I kept having stomachache these few days.
Heart suddenly piercing pain,
Neck and shoulder aching now,
Sorethroat...
Tired, always sleepy.
Zzzz.

I'm going to be lonely tmr.
SOBS.
:'(

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH!!! ^^

Thank you people who have remembered me!
I'm so happy today!!!
Must recount the day...

Stayed up till 12plus this morning.
Was on the phone with james.
><
Then was a good girl and went to sleep.

Woke up about 7am today.
Bathed, washed up, drank milk, packed,
Then went to void deck to meet james.
Drank HL milk that he bought for me.
Walked to hougang mrt station,
And we took the train to serangoon,
Then circle line to paya lebar,
And east west line to tampines.
Took the free shuttle bus from there to ikea.

We met Nick Khaw coincidentally at hougang mrt station,
And took the train together to serangoon.
Happy to see him,
Kinda miss all 402 people,
So will be happy to see any of them.
>.<

Shopped in ikea, and we were exploring the designs.
Thinking of future home...
And the main reason for going there is the hot dog bun!!!
It's only 1buck each, and it's super yummy.
I ate 1, james ate 1, then we bought another 1 to share.
Then went to giant to buy a tub of chocolate ice-cream (which melted sobs),
And took shuttle bus back to tampines.

Took mrt again to go to somerset.
And my dear girls, how can i not know when james is bringing me to orchard?
Orchard is like the least likely place he will bring me to even if i let him plan my day.
Lol.
So when we reached somerset313, and he said we are going to my "favourite" place,
I was sure of what was coming up next already.

True enough, mel, nad and cher were at Superdog eating.
Sian had pw...sobs.
And I got this mini and nicely decorated cake from icing room!!!
It's vanilla flavour, yummy!!!
So they sang birthday song for me there,
Then we ate the cake.
Thanks you girls for planning the "surprise" for me!!!
Haha!!!

Shopped at Forever21, and was made (by mel) to try on clothes.
Quite fun la, I tried on 3 outfits today.
I love that grey with pink and blue dress!!!
Pretty!
:DDD

Then went shop a bit more, and we all went home.
James and I went to amk hub, cos I wanted to get my mum a mother day present.
Got her a pouch in the end.
^^

Went home,
Gave mummy the pouch and she loves it!
She has bought me lots of presents this year,
And today, I've got a cute box and a care bear in addition to what she had already given me previously.
Ate fish soup with rice for dinner.

My cute little cousin Cheryl Yoe called me just now to wish me happy birthday.
She's so cute.
She said today is my birthday,
And she said she wants to sing birthday song for me,
So she sang:
"Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to gao gao jie jie (tall tall sister),
Happy Birthday to you."
Then she said she has present for me,
My mum told me she made a card for me.
So sweet!
I can't wait to see her card!

Then cake time!
My mum also bought a cake from icing room,
But it's big and pretty, post the picture next time.
The cake is yummy!
It's actually the same as what the girls bought for me today...
So I ate two same cakes.
But very yummy!
I like!!!

Sherlynn came to my house to give me my present.
Thanks girl, I love the photoframe!!!
>~<

Not to forget my cake and stationery set from 19/10 on 04May2010!!!
Thanks people!!!

So here's a list of people to thank:

Cakes:
1st cake - 19/10
2nd cake - LFAFF plus James
3rd cake - family

SMSes:
James, Mel, Pearllyn, Ming Jing, Dianne, Huiting, Nick Khaw, Sock Yie, Xin Yi, My sister Zoe
(sorry if i didn't receive your messages, cos I've changed my number!
Please help me by asking around for my number, there's a list of people here to ask,
And send me your numbers with your names!!! Thanks!!!)

Facebook:
Zhongwei, Lucas, Ng Shin, Xiao Jun, Jia Yun, Randolph, Nick Khaw, Darren Leong, Angeline, Samuel Lee, Huiting, Anisha, Zoei, Nickson, Jasmine, Rachel, Brian, Siew Yan, Shaun Ang, Eunice, Carmen, Nick Chiam, Noon, Nad, Arthus, Dabo, Claudia, Vivath, Shili, Aijia, Wei Kang, Sian Yin, Karrui, April

MSN:
Terence

Birthday songs:
19/10, family, lfaff, james, cousin cheryl yoe

Thank you people!!!
I love you all!!!
<3

Unearthly hours

People.
If you are sleeping in the wee hours of the morning now
(like I am),
We people can forget about sleeping early ever again.
This year, it's all because of PW (for me).
Next year, it will be the a level year,
Though torturous PW is finally over.
So you have to mug till 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...am.
So cannot sleep early.
When a level is finally over,
For most of us,
It will be university.
There you go.
Sleeping late routine goes on and on into your working life...

I relish the day when I can sleep at 7pm.
To think that I used to complain when I was young and naive.
Sighs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!

We wanted to give mel a surprise
(we as in the lfaffs),
But this birthday girl went to have breakfast with her cousin.
TSK!
So too bad, no birthday surprise for you mel.
><

Speaking of which, my birthday is here in a week's time!
Very excited!
Though kinda sad,
Cos no longer have beloved friends and classmates to help me celebrate.
Nvm, I shall try to enthuse myself,
Cos i have a new class with nice people
Who buy cakes for everybody's birthday!!!
XD

I don't wanna do PI anymore...
ST say i need a new case study. Freak.
Only 5 more days to the submission deadline.
HOW???

i just want to be free.

Today is a so-so day.

NAPFA 2.4km run... 17.12mins!!!
YIPPEE!!! SUPER OVERJOYED!!!
=D
Thought that my 18.30mins last week when running during pe lesson will guarantee me a fail this time...
Thank goodness.
Now need to work on 5 stations.
Super scared of inclined pull up, sit ups, shuttle run...
Standing board jump still ok , sit and reach my favourite!
The rest... I seemed to have become very unfit lately.
Can't even do one proper inclined pull up... sighs.
Sit ups: my abdominal muscles are as strong as paper.
Shuttle run: i hope my speed can work on the test day.
I'm just wishing for a bronze now.
As long as i don't have to retake...
><

Then need to do stupid pw pi.
Seriously...don't understand why they set the word limit at 500.
Simply not enough for me!
Tutor ask me to work on GI...
But how to when I can't cram everything in???
ARGH.
BOTHERSOME.

And I have a mountain of work to do.
...
HOW TO FINISH???
Need to hand in chi essay and GP reading tasks by tmr.
Seriously, I don't understand why I can't seem to finish my work,
Despite the amount of time I spend.
I'm just damn slow.
Sobs.
I miss sec4 times, when doing my work or not didn't really matter.

I want time for myself...
Kind of hard since i'm so busy.
I feel sleepy...
Yawns.
:0

feeling lousy

work work and work.
everyday need to do work.
argh... i need a break!

this weekend is one of the worst.
i can foresee the horrible tmr already.
and today was... well, disappointing, upsetting and teary.

i have homework for all 7 subjects, every weekend.
seriously, super tiring...
sighs...

then still got other things to worry about.
well, my life just sucks.
D:

sleep.

pissed

My mother is irritating the hell outta me.
She keeps screaming at people for no good reason.
My alarm clock on sundays are always her scolding my dad.
Arghh.
I'll be more than willing to get out of here.
My mood is always so ruined on this stupid day.
As if i'm not stressed enough.
>:/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIAN YIN AND SHILI!!!

I have decided to do this for people's birthday i can remember,
So for people whose birthday have passed,
Like vanessa, nad, chelsea,......
I'll do this for you guys next year!!!
=D

Went to tjc yesterday for sian's birthday.
I felt like a criminal in there -.-
Went with adrian, dunhao, licheng, karrui, mel, nad and cher.
The cake was decorated by cher at the icing room,
Very pretty, and the cake was super yummy!!!
Then we went to the school library when sian was to her lessons.
The library is...WOW.
Very big and awesome...
The fiction section actually exists,
Though the library looks quite old.
There are comfy sofas, and a comfy area for the students...
Just so WOW.

And so glad, cos sian was so happy and surprised!!
I miss everyone so much!
:X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENG HUI TING!!!

See? I'm the nicest person on earth.
I devoted one blog title to wish you happy birthday.
ALL IN CAPS LEI.
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something's wrong with me

I don't know what that something is.
I don't know why I'm so crazy and restless and not myself these few days.
That day after PE, I think i suddenly went crazy at james for something very trivial,
Like I asked him a question but he didn't answer.
I must have looked ready for a bed at woodbridge.
I can't seem to get myself to do work.

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I feel like i'm being pushed underwater,
Unable to breathe, unable to control myself.
I'm lost and confused.
I know my insanity is worrying james,
But i dunno what to do.
I really don't.
Help?!

01042010

Sorry for my lack of updates...

Three events this day.
1. Aprilfools' day (HAHA!)
2. Nad's Birthday - HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
3. James and my 400th day~~~ ilovejames!!!

Recent events also include
Van's birthday,
402 outing to chomp chomp,
AJC sports carnival,
festival of life and resilience programme,
Library@xms camp,
midc 1st 2 prelim rounds...

AND.
I CAN'T GO SPEECH AND HOMECOMING DAY!!!
SUPER DUPER SAD!!!
Cos got competition on that day...sad right?
I miss everyone so much!!!

That's all for now.
Need to study!
Stressed by my mugger hubby who is always one tutorial ahead of me...
-.-

Is it wrong to be stupid?

Tears

have become part of my everyday life.
Why must people who love me leave me?
Why???

OUR FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

One year has passed.
Last year, this day, around this time,
James confessed to me the third time,
And it was my first time confessing to him.
Finally, we could be frank about our feelings.
It was only on 3rd March that James asked me to be his girlfriend,
But this day is more important, it was the basis for everything.

Of course, all faithful readers of my blog know how we got to know each other.
Desmond's sl election, chinese project, inter class debate...

Not too much words today, I shall use pictures to show our growth over the year!


Our first decent photo... James used to say he only look good in photos when he do weird actions.


Remember the birthday cake he made for me?


Our very first date... 2 days after my birthday.


Our first trip to sentosa. Also my fav photo. =D





His birthday celebration! At sentosa!!! =*


Our first trip to changi airport on our 200th day. Got mickey that day!!!


The funny thing we saw at changi airport... Haha!!!





Prom night! ><








Taken TODAY, at our first and favourite playground!!!

Thank you my dear, for everything.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!
MUACKS!!!

school days this week

Wednesday 17Feb2010

Lectures are...horrible.
I can't catch up with anything.
Sighs.

Debate training was tiring.
We did a motion on terrorists,
Sparring against seniors,
And my team...oh well, it sucked.
Not my team sucked, it's the overall debate which sucked.
Since all of us didn't do well.
Then those not in the competition team attended "lecture" trng,
While us competition people did case setting.
Thanks to those 2 guys who volunteered us.
And I was hoping I could rest my brain a bit.

Thursday 18Feb2010

I don't like GP lectures.
I cannot catch up.
I feel like a failure there.
And I felt like crying.
Glad to have james sitting next to me.
But temporary lectures ending soon,
So i can't have him sitting next to me anymore.
Although sitting next to him can be quite stressful,
Cos he keep writing his own points for the question,
While i kept staring at the teacher,
Trying not to cry and to stay awake.
That teacher is really scaring me,
Cos she kept saying u need to read a lot to do well for gp.
I don't have newspapers to read at home,
And i die the moment i see facts/non-fiction.
How how how?
I'm so depressed, i want to cry.
D=

Dismissed at 1245 today.
Ate lunch in school,
Then went to amk hub's cathay to watch Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief with James!!!
I later found out that charmaine also went to watch the same show,
At the same time (1.50pm), at the same place! ><
I finally completed the "watch 3 movies with James" thing on my after o's list!!!
And this is the 1st time we got couple seating!
^.^
The show is very nice!!!
I give it 4/5!!!
But watching movie with james can be rather irritating.
He'll spot some flaw in scientific logic somewhere,
And I'll have to shush him.
Haha!

Then we went to compass point cos we both needed to go popular to buy debate notebooks.
Guess who we saw on bus 159?
Mr Arthur Lim, our sec 3 bio teacher!!!
James tried saying hi, but we think he didn't recognise, or he didn't see.
He also alighted at compass point.
Lol.

Friday 19Feb2010

Remember me working at bartley sec bkshop?
I met my bkshop auntie this morning while walking to school with james!
She moved house, so she lives pretty near ajc now.
She was jogging when we met her.
We were so happy to see each other.
Seriously, i kinda miss her.
She had been really very nice to me...
=)

Aside from a PE talk in the morning,
I didn't have any lessons today.
2nd time in the temp lectures schedule already.
Anw, there were only 2 periods of lessons today,
1st period for H2 hist geo bio student,
And the other period was last period for H2 mother tongue and elit ppl.

For the 1st time,
We had our homeroom session with our PDG.
My Pd tutor is nice, and she made us do intro of ourselves.
I'm having a hard time remembering names,
And I'm very glad nad's in the same class as me. :)
We got something known as the life card,
Where we need to fill in all our particulars and stuff.
Nad and I couldn't stop joking about how our life depends on that card...
Lol.

We were dismissed at 1115!
But school rules state we can only leave school at 1215,
Hence we had to wait for 1 hour...
Lunched with huiting, van and james at amk hub's foodcourt.
=DDD

Went back to xinmin!!!
Attended cca with librarians,
And was wishing I brought my lib tee along...
I love library!!! Except for...

I went back to our 402 classroom to have chem lesson,
By none other than our chem teacher...mr chew.
I miss 402 classroom...it's now 404's classroom...

Saturday 20Feb2010

I had to go back to school for debate!!!
Mind boggling trng... A LOT OF FACTS!!!
-.-

Xinyi came to my house at 2plus to bai nian.
Chatted and stayed till 3plus.
Miss her lots...
Really glad we got to catch up with each other.
=D




Btw, the day we went to ms tan's house,
James and I met before that,
And he gave me the other v day gift he promised!
A glass jar, with 2 little bears holding a bunch of roses.
Anyone who saw those 2 bears hung on my hp, those are from james!!!
muacks! =*

Looking forward to going ms yeo's house tmr!
And I'm going my pri sch form tchr mdm goh's house in the morning...
Grins.

16022010 - ms tan's house

This day was the 3rd day of cny.
We met at 2.30pm at xms,
Then took bus to ms tan's house,
Which is near punggol primary.
And jiayun kept telling us that's her school...lol.
There were 16 of us:
Priscilla (me lol), Jiayun, Liwen, April, Zhiling, Daryl, Chelsea, Shili, James, Randolph, Weiming, Nick Khaw, Darren Leong, Dabo, Nick Lam, Liang Xing.
(I just realised there were 8 guys and 8 gals...balance!)

Found ms tan's house,
And took the stairs to the 4th floor.
They have this really cool exercising thing (like the gym one) at the 3rd floor stairs,
And zhiling was pointing it out to randolph. ><
Ms tan's house is the 2-storeys kind of flat,
So we made ourselves comfortable on the 1st floor.
Then the champagne glass thing was so thin,
And alien to us, that it only dawned upon us later to ask ms tan whether those were our drinking glasses...
Then we played werewolves,
And played with ms tan's son, adwyn.
He's so cute!
He could stare at us for VERY long without blinking his eyes...
^^

We took photos on the stairs in ms tan's house.
Our beloved classmates made james and i take the couple seat all the way on top...
Zzz.
Cheese!!!
I LOVE 402!!!
<3

v day+1st day of cny

Woke up at 8am,
Left the house at 10am.
Reached my grandma's(dad's mum)house at about 11am.
Only my second uncle and his family were there...
My mum went to cook, and I helped her.

The rest of the day passed in a blur.
The rest of the family came,
And some other relatives whom I didn't know at all.
I occupied myself by eating the cny goodies,
Watching my cousins play computer and psp...
Played blackjack with my cousins,
My shen shen(4th aunt) was the banker,
And my mum was playing with me.
I only bet 20cents each time...
In the end, I made a profit of $2.80!!!
=D

Then we went to the living room,
Where they were also playing blackjack,
But playing with more money.
I played $2 each time...
In the end,
I made no profit, and no loss...
Lol.

Went home, and took these photos on the bus:




My hairstyle for the day, I love it!
And I also love that hairclip.
Pretty!

These are the accessories I wore:

My watch, bracelet and earrings.
My mum forced me to wear make up,
So I was wearing pink lip gloss,
Purple eyeshadow,
Mascara,
And powder.
End of cny day 1.

Called james at night and made a long mushy speech for him.
I LOVE JAMES!
<3

cny eve

I'm just going to post photos,
A bit too lazy to type.
Only thing to mention about today is
A tiring day of houseworks
After a mind boggling debate trng in the morning...






I realised that's the only photos I have...
Lol.